~~~~AniShana Jaune~

Perfect Girl Evolution ;w;

2012-01-03T22:27:00.018-05:00

Hey everyone!!
I'm back!!~ After promising I'd be back within the same week of my last post again...
The current theme is bothering me...IT IS NOT CHRISTMAS ANYMORE. =_____= I 'll try to change it the next time I post(or better yet,BEFORE I the next time I post).

Anyway~ So at this point in time,I'm really into trying to distract myself from reality...o.o I've been watching dramas non-stop lately AND I went back to playing KH Re:Coded obsessively! :D I just finished the drama Perfect Girl Evolution yesterday and I had fun squealing like the no-life fangirl I am AT THE ENDING. God. GOD. It was so adorable. I can't even.And now it's all over. ;w;I wish good things never ended.But I suppose everything has to end at some point in time.

So I've been familiar with the storyline of Perfect Girl Evolution since the 9th grade when I went shoujo manga crazy and read EVERYTHING I LAID MY EYES ON. I read the original manga back then and I loved it (even though I never finished it.TT I should go back to reading it now. :D). It was very cute. I've always loved Sunako because she always is off to the side doing her own thing in complete bliss and staying true to her own interests.She's hilarious and she is always gorgeous and super confident when the situation calls for it. xD The manga was a lot more comedy oriented than the drama. The drama was very romance-y. It was a very funny drama overall but it put a lot of emphasis on the importance of love in one's life. It was inspiring. It also kept that whole creepy element that the manga had,so I was happy. The actors were handsome and Sunako was very pretty.

(^Sunako is soooo cute!! I love her blissful little smiles xD)

What I loved the most about the drama was that it reminded me so much of a fairytale. The manga never had that sort of element to it. I thought it was beautiful when Sunako hurried out of scenes with her cloak swishing behind her like a cascade of darkness. To me,those sorts of times seemed to show just how scared she was to reveal herself to the world. Because of this,she reminded me of the Beast from Beauty and the Beast. Even the music made everything sound like it came straight out of a fairytale(Beauty and the Beast,most definitely). The 4 male boarders who lived with Sunako in the mansion (Kyohei in particular) were basically her godsends.They slowly changed her for the better and helped her realize that she could be just as dazzling as they were. I loved seeing Kyohei and Sunako's relationship progress even though it went along a lot faster than in the manga. It was amazing! Point blank.

(^Sunako and Kyoheiiiiiiiiiiiii ;w; SO CUTE.)

Oh I almost forgot!!! It also has LOTS OF FIGHTING SCENES. I love fighting!!!! (---Lol I'm not a delinquent. xD What I like is more like 'sparring' during martial arts.)

I hate that feeling I get once I finish an amazing drama(or fanfiction,or book,or videogame). I feel accomplished. I feel content. I feel giddy and just all around happy. Maybe a bit sad. I may be crying a bit. I feel annoyed. As if all of the things I read or saw actually happened to me or someone I know. But then something happens;I get called to do a chore or I see the PILES of homework in front of me and I realize "Oh. None of that really happened."

Reality sets in.

And I'm left here.

Feeling like I'm lost.

I don't know how I feel now. Numb. Life is tedious. I wish I could pick up and leave this place.

Anyway,
Goodnight lovelies.

Love,
Ani

The task.

2011-12-11T21:14:00.011-05:00

Hiya peoples~

So as you can see,I've finished with the theme! I thought at first that I didn't want to go with a Christmas/holiday theme because I don't update enough to change the theme the second that Christmas is over. But somehow, this place turned out to be decked out in Christmas-ness anyway. And whatever, I'm content with it.

So, the other night, I was re-reading all of my older posts and I was just kind of amazed. I used to come here frequently and just pour my heart out. I used this page to plan for the future and to organize my thoughts. I feel like I need that the most this year.

I used to be able to find beauty in every sort of experience. I used to have such a zest for life. But lately, everything has been seeming so very dull. Everyday has become a struggle. I've forgotten about whatever it was that kept me pushing forward so hard before. What happened to my search? What happened to the gem I was supposed to cut out of the stone? I was supposed to dig deep down and find that gem. But in truth,I don't feel like I've made any progress. I've learned a lot more about myself,but I've forgotten about all of things that truly matter. I've been stressing out about all of the small,insignificant things and people. I will admit that every human being cares what others think of him/her. But then there are people like me who either tune out or ignore the Insignificants' opinions and invent themselves in their own way. I do me. But lately I feel like I haven't been doing things just for myself at all.

It's good that right now, I'm able to point out what exactly is wrong. I need to know,if I want to fix it all and return to the way I used to be. I was cruising through life happily. When I looked at the sky, I focused on all of the shades of blue that made it up and thought of ways to describe the clouds' texture. But now when I look up, all I see is the sky. Actually,I look right through it,along with so many other things that used to interest me.

I need to get organized again. I need to get rid of all of the clutter in my head and surrounding me in my life. There are so many people that have wormed their way in when they don't even belong. There are so many things that I'm doing that I don't really have to be doing. I need to weed out the things that are polluting my happiness. So much needs to be done. But I'll be happy in the long run and that's all that matters.~

Part of organizing my mind again has to do with getting back to posting on here more regularly. I need to stop talking about it and just do it. One of these days I need to go through my cbox posts and reply to everyone. I've really been wanting to reconnect with my AJ friends too.~~ D:

So anyway, I'll probably be back on Wednesday!! :D Hopefully that post will be a lot more cheerful. Goodnight~!

Looove,

Ani

Ergh.

2011-12-10T01:17:00.003-05:00

(^Just because~ *u*)

Hiya peoples~
So as you can see,I'm in the middle of the editing process...=__= I wish photobucket would just load but NOOOOO. D: I really really really LOVE the stock photo I chose for this theme,but I hate its current size. Dx Plus I don't know if I'll still like the background as much once I have the stock photo down to size. And then there are other little things I need to fix,like delete all of the spam out of the cbox and decorate the blog with some more cute gifs. My wishlist is outdated too. xD Gerrrrrr. I wanted to actually have everything fixed up nice today but I guess NOT.;W; Pewp. Anyway, I'll have a reaaaaaaaaall post for you guys tomorrow!! And I promise this won't turn out like three months ago when I said I'd be back the next day but I only just came back today. DECEMBER 10TH,2011, 1:22 AM. :D Erfff, I want to get lost in writing rightttttt now. But I caaan't yet because the rest of this place looks like WHOWUTWHENWHERE. Derf. Okay, well I'll go to bed for now. HOPEFULLY, PB will have its priorites straightened out by tomorrow evening so I can try again.=_____=

Until then loves~ :D

Luuuuurve,
Ani~

We'll see what this becomes! :D

2011-09-11T13:40:00.010-04:00

So everyone! I'm back from another long and unexplained hiatus!! :DD

I've really missed this place!!! ;w; I've missed having my own special place just to reflect on things,vent,decorate or plan out stuff.I've really missed all of my blogging friends too! D:

My writing style has probably changed a little bit while I was gone(though probably not DRASTICALLY because I was only gone for 5 months xD).

I have no idea where this post is gonna go but whatever~ xD. Maybe I should explain what happened with that prom thingy in my last post. I totally left you guys hanging!!! I don't feel like it though. GURF. My grandparents keep asking for pictures and I always feel bad because I haven't brought them yet.o.o I need to ask Kelly to print them for meeeeeee. I could at least show you people which dress I chose in the end!!:

(^Starting from the left(with nicknames given :D),there's my friend Momo,me,Pristine and Malaga!)

I bought my dress from some fancy prom shop called "Camille"! I thought that getting a dark dress like that would be a nice contrast to my usual sort of dress(involving lots of pastels and soft colors). I wanted to look more elegant yet still have a nice cute feel to my entire ensemble. I borrowed Kelly's black pleather headband that had a bow because I thought it would both add to and soften my look. Kelly gave me smoky eyes,applied my blush and I used a bright pink lipstick color.:DIt was a fun night,even if the food was crappy!! xD It wasn't even remotely "magical",but it is one of things that I'll probably remember for the rest of my life~.

And there we go,prom talk over. :D

Now let's talk about games~

So about Re:Coded, I HAVEN'T PLAYED IN THE LONGEST TIME. DDDDX I got past Olympus Coliseum awhile ago(THANK GOD) because I'm just crafty and stuff,but then...... I got to Agrabah....... At first it was fun. But then I had to go through the portal to fix the glitch....and that's when all hell broke loose.DDDDX Those slicey(<---like my new adjective?) heartless that are exclusive to Agrabah are HUGE in the glitch and move REALLY fast. I try to switch up my commands before I hop into battle but I die everytime and it's annoying to keep doing that.=_____= Re:Coded has really cool features to it,like the fact that you can change the difficulty setting throughout the game. But when I went to go change the settings,because I had previously set them to "critical mode",I was told that if I gave in and changed the difficulty level to "beginner mode",I wouldn't be in the running for finishing the game on "critical" and see the cool secret endings(or some other nonsense). So since opting out of playing that one glitch on critical mode would've been a huge blow to my KH pride,I just left it. D: And now I'm still stuck to this day. ;w; I don't know when I'll get back on,but knowing me,it'll be one of those days where I just feel really inspired. xD I beat Cerberus on one of those days~!! I'd tell you guys about my 2 new Prince of Persia games but that'd take FOREVER.

I've got a crapload of homework to complete before school tomorrow. I signed up for another VHS class(WHAT was I thinking? xDD) and I have to have all of my work done by Tuesday night.O.O Cool.

I WILL DEFINITELY UPDATE AGAIN TOMORROW. I'll talk all about how much I want My Beauty Diary masks from yesstyle,a new bathing suit,and some Jamila henna!! :DD

Until then,rapscallions~!!

Luuuuuuuuurve,
Ani~

P.S.This blog's second anniversary(MY BIRTHDAY) is coming up soon~!! AREN'T WEEE EXCITED?! Yes,I know we are. :D

Dimanche.

2011-04-17T18:12:00.005-04:00

Bonjour~ C'est une journee jolie~

wheeeee~ le francais~~

I can't wait til I'm fluent!!!!

Pshhh,anyway,today I am back!!! And I shall once again inform you peoples of the events of my non-life~ WHIPDOODLEDANDY.

I got up weaallly early today!!Like 8:00AM,which is pretty strange because I usually stay up until like 2AM on days off.It was nice because I went straight to painting!! I was thinking of what to paint when my brain showed me cereal!! And then I thought I'd like to paint a picture of universe hands holding a bowl of life preservers in pool water(or ocean water. I unno what it is yet o.o)... I'm bad at explaining!! I think I just wanted to paint something with water in it. But it's coming along. Hrmnrm,attempting to pull things out of brain..... I have a sudden urge to play 358. I haven't actually played it for AWHILE. I usually just open up the movie mode and watch videos of Axel and Roxas and just "Awhhhhhhhhhh". They make me so sad. D:

Re:Coded is really fun,but I'm still in Olympus Coliseum...THE LAST BOSS FIGHT,SO TBBBBBTH. It's really annoying b/c first Cloud,Hercules and I have to fight Cerberus,who I've recently discovered a really quick way of beating. But after fighting him,you go STRAIGHT INTO BATTLE WITH HADES. You don't get a refill of items or licenses,your friends aren't healed,it's just a huuuuuuuuuuge jip. It's really frustrating!! It makes me want to the bang the ds into a brick wall,which is saying a lot b/c my ds is my baby!!!

Prom is coming up~ and I'm one of those losers who goes with their best friends,heheheheheh~ :3 I found the prettiest vintage 1950's dresses,waarrfffffff. I'm really picky. When I was actually walking around in a store looking at dresses last weekend,I already KNEW I wasn't going to see anything I liked. But the dresses I found at this website so pretty!!! I found this beautiful blue silk india dress,but unfortunately it was sold out. D: I can share a picucha of the one I really like that ISN'T sold out though(*crosses fingers*):

Okay there is nothing else spilling out of my ears right now,so bye bye loves~

Luuurve,

Ani

Sleepytime Tea

2011-02-19T22:42:00.004-05:00

Hilooo~

So recently,my family started this thing where we watch a movie off of pay-per-view(or something) every Saturday. This week we saw Inception.

Words cannot describe how that movie made me feel. Depressed,maybe? It was one of those things that just cause me to reflect on the smallest of things for the longest amounts of time. Dreams,just the reality of dreams. And the reality of this place that we are all inhabitants of right now. I remember that when I was in elementary school,I was looking in the mirror,thinking to myself a lot. Thinking about that girl in the mirror and who she was. Which one of us was real. And I had this idea that I was the only person who truly existed on this plane. Everyone else;they were all figments of my imagination? Robots? Creations of someone else. And whoever created them was just there;laughing at me,and would continue to laugh until I was finally free of this all. I teared up at the end of Inception,and I don't even know why.

I might be a little delirious now. It's too early for me to be tired,but my brain is so cluttered.My room is it's twin!! I can't function klskdlcmkslcm.

So,I think I've written all I can.~

Goodnight!!,

Ani~

Editing Process~

2011-02-15T20:26:00.005-05:00

Hey guys~!!!

So I didn't post or change the theme yesterday...failll. And as you can see,I started changing it today,but haven't finished. o.o Woops... I've got an insane amount of procrastination to make up for right now,so yeah,that's my excuse...D: I wanna finish it now!!! But it takes so much out of me. I'm not gonna want to do my homework(eww) after I finish. So this is how it must be. ;w;

Bye byeeeeee,

Ani

Valentine's Day Eve~

2011-02-13T21:25:00.004-05:00

Heyaaa,mah peoples~,

Tomorrow is gonna be soooo cuuute~

I dunno why single people hate Valentine's Day so much!! I'm single,and I just love the cuteness of the holiday,eeeeeeeeeeee. ~~~ I'm handing out Disney Princess Valentines to all of my friends tomorrow. I haven't handed out Valentines since Elementary School. This is gonna be awiiiiisemmmmm. Welp,not much more to say. I got's tons of stuff to do,so I should really be getting back to work yo~

Expect a post tomorrow,and maybe a theme change too~:3

Tomorrow will be 爱.~

Looooooooooove,

Ani

Musings.

2011-02-03T19:18:00.009-05:00

EDIT:Oh I almost forgot,it's Chinese New Year today~,year of the Rabbit.
新年快乐！！Xin nian kuai le~!
I should've did a special New Years post,but I did this 'musings' thing instead. D:
Merp.

Hello~

Today is just one of those days where all of my thoughts are swirling around again and I'd like to share them,no matter how jumbled they are.
I'm listening to piano music,for starters. It always inspires me. It makes me feel homesick,even though I'm already home. Or maybe I'm not. The song is slow,and it's called Memories of Nobody.
When I watch the video itself,I become sad,because the clips from the beginning towards a little in the middle are sepia-colored,like they're ancient history. They're little sentimental things that you'd remember,like two best friends just goofing,sitting out somewhere and just watching the sun sink down,into the horizon. I think that the reason why sunsets are so touching to me is because of music like this. I like to see all of the colors changing,they change slowly,so slow that you can't believe that it's all happening before your eyes. But eventually,you notice that it's gotten dark and all of the colors are gone. It's only you there now. I wonder how I'd be without my memories. I know that sometimes I look back and feel so sad. They seem to serve only as reminders of what's passed,and what may never come back again. It hurts to remember the most important ones. The most treasured ones.

It makes you feel really alone,to only have your memories,to have nothing else. When people are gone,they all just become more memories. Little pieces of them stay with you forever,little fragments and you believe that they'll always be there. But it's lonely,always wondering if they are thinking the same thing on their side,wherever they are.

It's not like they've faded away,but it really feels like it. No more of their voices,no more smiles.
It's too much like they were never in existence. It's apalling,how people can just move on.
But I suppose we have to.

Thanks to people who read and actually tried to understand that all. :3 I was having free-writing time,meaning I was just listening to music and writing what I felt. The thoughts aren't very developed,but they are what I think of all the time. I'd be happy if someone understood. It's nice that my head is a bit clearer right now. I have many other worries,but now just doesn't feel like the time to write about them.I'll probably do this again sometime. I feel quite liberated now.

This post was kind of depressing,I'm sorry! I promise the next one will be plenty cheery.

Byeeeeeeee,
Ani

The Moment of Truth~

2011-01-25T18:03:00.008-05:00

(This is YumTastic Mint's own version of a picture from Namine's sketchbook in Kingdom Hearts. I love it. If you'd like to see more,just search her on deviantArt.)

Hilo~ readers!!!!
(I dunno about the title this time either. >u<)
I feel like changing the theme really bad right now! It's sad that I got sick of this so quickly,especially since it was up for Valentines' Day and that day hasn't even arrived yet!! xD

Maybe I'll just change the stock photo,since everything else about this theme is pretty mellow and soft,and that's what I like right now. Or maybe I'll just leave it for a bit longer,since I'm lazy.
I want to watch a drama right now. I might go back to Coffee Prince or Princess Hours,only because out of all of the ones I've seen,those were the most intense~ :3
Or maybe I'll go and watch We Got Married? I really liked that show,it made me wish I knew guys that're that sweet and cute. Dressing up in animal kigurumi and taking cute pictures with their wives,making cakes for them and SINGING to them. It's just so sweeeeeeet.
I thought that I'd actually have an objective for my post today,but I guess no-oh I just remembered it.

I reallly want to review Kingdom Hearts Re:Coded!! I don't remember if I told you guys(I probably didn't,knowing me),but last weekend,I went shopping with my family and got Re:Coded(along with some really cute boots,and a donald duck sweatshirt and some other really nice clothes~~wheeeee). At first,when I started playing it, I was disappointed,because it seemed just like the preconception everyone had voiced:that Re:Coded was just like the first KH game,completely unoriginal. But I was wrong,everyone was wrong,and seeing how hardcore of a KH fan I am,I feel pretty bad about my faith ever wavering in Tetsuya Nomura's brilliance. :D
Each Kingdom Hearts is an entirely new experience. Each game has its own version of Dearly Beloved at the title screen,and I always enjoy listening in and spotting the differences in the each song,which instruments were used,but also seeing that the overall melody is the same. ............................
I don't really feel like finishing this review right now. D:
Youtube is being cheap.They keep changing the embed codes on the videos,so now I have to take a bit of time and experiment with autoplay and loop to see where I have to put them. UGGGH.
I'll come back to this tomorrow hopefully~?
Urf,and I just remembered,I STILL haven't replied to the cbox peoples,went to see Candy,and Lhezs' pages,or check my affiliates!!! But typing them over again here in this post is helping me to remember.
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~
Bye byeeee,
Ani

It's gonna be hard. >>

2011-01-19T19:46:00.005-05:00

Hello peoples~

I'm here to talk about nonsensical things,once again~

Shall I start with my day? Oh yes,lets. ;3

It was pretty schisty for my first day back from my ridiculously fun weekend. D: Not really for any particular reason besides the fact that guys are rude and desipcable creatures. >:(

It's really sad how prejudiced I am,and I feel bad for it all the time. I just don't think I can help it right now,especially since I'm only in high school-where the majority of people are infuriatingly stupid,brainless,backstabbing,drama-starting jerks. It's hard for me not to really dislike them in general. And so,I have no IDEA how #1 on my Resolutions is gonna work out. Probably not ANY time soon,in truth.

I wish I was born with lasers that shoot out of my eyes when I glare. But then half of the male population and (a few girls) would be gone.I wish I could glare daggers....

Hrrrpmph,I find that a lot of the girls at school are friendly. I don't really come across a lot of catty ones,and if I do,I DON'T talk to them,much less LOOK at them. I don't give people like that the time of day,yo~ I usually like the girls at school,as long as they aren't playing dumb,or just being jealous bishes. It helps that I'm cute(at LEAST "cute lil' bunny" cute,not "oh I'm so cute I think I'm the schist" cute,I'd never be so pig-headed as to describe myself like that),because somehow this keeps the really annoying people away. But sometimes I think that this the reason why people bother me sometimes,they piss me offffffffffffffffff.

(^No relevance to what I'm talking about. I just wanted to include this doll because it's absolutely beautiful,and it reminds of Riku from KH,in a fanfic I'm reading about him coming from the 1800s. The doll is so elegant and it has silky silver hair and ocean-blue eyes,just like him.I also like that the doll is dressed in what looks like boys' clothes from the 1800s. )

My sister and my nephew were here this weekend!! I loved seeing them and being able to spend time with them!! And mah sister helped me henna my hair!! I used Rainbow Henna light brown that I got from a local health food store.It was fun although nothing really happened(nothing I was hoping for anyway).I kind of already knew that henna does not lighten your hair(it only binds to the color you have already),so I should have gotten a darker shade. Like sherry,to add red undertones to my hair. I think if anything,my hair darkened in color a bit,most likely because of the indigo the dye contained. But the henna really conditioned my hair. I loved having it in,even though it was a REAL mess to wash it out afterwards.

And despite all of the complaints I saw on the internet about how bad henna smells,I think it smells really good. Especially after all of the herbs I put in,and the conditoner I added.

The next time I try henna,I will get pure body art quality henna,since I'm more likely to get a better result on my dark hair with that!! Or if not,I can just take pure indigo and henna and make up a mix to turn my hair completely ravens' wing black with a bit of blue shine.I saw a persons' mix for that on the mehandi website!!! I love hennaaaaaaaaaa. ~ :D

If anyone wants to start henna'ing and wants more informacionnnn on it please see this website: http://www.hennaforhair.com/ ,you can also buy actual henna from this website: http://www.mehandi.com/

Both are very trustworthy,and informative. You won't get better information about henna anywhere else.~

Anyway,moving on, I NEED to do my homework!! I really want to post about my standpoint on the obsesion with plastic surgery in Asian countries,because that's REALLY interesting xD,but I have midterms popping up all over the place and I really should be studying. PLUS:The 2nd marking period is over on the 26th ish and I'm not happy with all of the 80s(in 2 or 3 classes and 1. 70) I got. ;W; I'm soooo screwed,I need to do reeeeeeeally good on my physics midterm tomorrow or I'm toast.

I'm also supposed to be looking for fashion internship jobs,blogging or graphic design part-time jobs for me to take up this summer. My dad told me about one last year,but being the stupid kid that I am,I totally forgot about it. Hopefully I'll be smarter this time around and consult with him about this. :3

I promise I'll get to replying to everyone in the cbox and visiting Candy and Lhezs's pages REALLY soon,probably next week since I have all of those days off(besides Wednesday morning)~. I need to go through all of my current affiliates and see if each link is up-to-date too!!! I might change the theme too,I'm not feeling too sunny right now. :(

Looooooooooooooooooooooove,

Ani

For the BILLIONTH time........

2011-01-11T20:18:00.010-05:00

(^ From the Taiwanese short animation: Out of Sight. Look it up on youtube.It's a cute little story,with so much meaning to it.)
I'm back......... from that longish/shortish,unintentional,2nd hiatus I went on.........0.0 Please keep your pitchforks in your sheads. Happy New Year.........................
I'm such a fail this year,so sorry. D: You probably already know my excuse as well,"I got caught up reading Akuroku fanfics,blabbity blabbity BLAA!!!"....and you're right.^^;;
I could contine on with excuses,OR I could just fill you in!! >:D

Okay,for one,in my house lately,there have been a LOT of mice. And when I say a lot,I mean this week,my family caught 12...TWELVE MICE. Twelve miceys in my house yo!!
My mom is very tomboy-like so it's always funny to hear her girlish screams when the mice and bats come around. xD At least I don't act THAT bad,and look how girly I am!!~
Lately I've been on a fanfic craze... I can practically hear the "No shi* sherlock!!"s chorusing through the internet. o.o;; But it was like,10 TIMES worse this time!!! I found all of these amazing stories,and then when I finished them,I'd always start another so that the story would never be over!! I think I just hate things ending,because it dawns on me that I'm stuck in reality after awhile,and not in a Coffee Shop fangirling over Axel and Roxas like the creeper I am....

I've been slowly DYING inside today. Would any of you like to know why? No? Too bad,I'll tell you anyway~ My BABY,the new Kingdom Hearts game,Re:Coded came out in the US today!!! ;w;w;w;w;w; I will DIE,I tell you,if I do not get that game as soon as possible!!! So many answers,SO MANY QUESTIONS UNANSWERED!!! I NEED THAT GAME,AND YOU- *slaps self*
Kay,I'm alright.

I was thinking it'd be really cul to write my New Years' Resolutions for this year on mah bloggie,so here they are:
1. To become less prejudiced against guys at my school. 0.0
What I've noticed about myself is that most times,the reason why I don't speak to most guys in my school is not only(or perhaps not at all) because I am shy or don't have anything to say. It is because in the past,the majority of guys at my school treated me badly. Even though it was a long time ago,I still won't forget it. And this causes me to generalize. I feel like guys have no reason to be nice to me most times. And if they aren't going to be nice to me when they talk,I won't speak to them at all. I always feel like they are giving me dirty looks or something. So there's paranoia in the mix too........?0.0 And always playing with me!!! I have a habit of not talking to the guys I know I MIGGGHT become attracted to ,just because I want to protect myself from this stuff. Or that could be shyness for real.0.0
Either way, I want to change this. Hopefully,I'll be able to. :3
Some guys I just hate though,so it won't really matter if I'm able to change this.0.0
2.Get my drivers' license.
(I NEED IT,since I live in the middle of Nowhere.)
3.Figure out my future major and minor,if not the exact job I want to get.
4. Fill up my art portfolio for college!!
5.Become less of a procrastinator. xD
6.Work on learning knitting,crocheting,embroidering and sewing.
7.Contact my granparents more!!
8. Stretch to become flexible enough for ballet classes in the future.
9.Yogaaaaaaa~
10.Make lots of gay and lesbian friends
(because they're so sweet,outrageous and just plain awesome) . xDDDD
11. Start Korean.
12. Continue studying Mandarin,Spanish and French.
13.Get all that college stuff together.
14. Keep grades up!!
---------------And that's all I can think of right now. ;3---------------------------

And yeaaaah. Everyone at school was really excited at school today,since the weather channel said that there'd be an 100% chance of snow here in NY. But my brother just said,all he's hearing on TV.,is light snow. D: I don't want to be in school tomorrow. ;w; My language midterms start tomorrow!! And my Social Studies Chapter test is tomorrow too.........=3=
I'm sooooo effin' screwed.
Welp,my lovelies,please wish me luck!!!!

Looooooooove,
Ani~

GET RELIEF,FAST.

2010-12-02T21:06:00.005-05:00

Heya peoples~!!!

你好吗？~

I don't think today's post will be a long one,I still have homework to do afterall(as I'm the master procrastinator.)...=_=;;;;

I wish I had time to watch some more Down With Love. I miss Ella and Jerryyyyy. It's so cute,Jerry's character(the boss) likes Ella's character. But at the beginning of the story her sister told the boss that she was a lesbian so the Boss would be sure that she wouldn't fall for him. He hired Ella to be his nephew and nieces' nanny and he fired the previous ones and made them pay if they ever began to like him. But now he likes her,but he's sure she's a lesbian so he won't say anything about it. He thinks that he could be gay for liking a girl that looks like a guy. xD And Ella likes him too,but she doesn't want to tell him she's not a lesbian,so that he won't be mad at her. It's such a good plot for a story!!And Ella is such a great actress!! I love that "Aiyoooo!!" Thing she does whenever she's in distress or something. She uses it in every drama I've seen of her!! xD
My online Chinese class is almost over. :( I'm going to miss all of my classmates and my teacher,and the assingnments and everything!! We all need to go to China together!! xD We were discussing it too. All of us go to schools near each other(like in Pennsylvania,Massachusetts,that area),but our teacher lives in Vermont. He could always just fly over and gather us all to go to China though!!! xD

I watch Chinese nursery rhymes and they usually have subs in hanzi(chinese characters) at the bottom of the video. It's really interesting to see that I can actually read and understand it all now. The more I learn,the smaller the world gets!! :3
Ughh so today at school,I walked into Social Studies and I saw my hw assignment from the other day on my desk. It said "from now on,write out multiple choice question and answer". I didn't really care about that. And after,the teacher explained that some people got that and others didn't,because some people might have been copying homework and things and the teacher didn't think it was fair for them to get the same treatment as people who actually did the work. So a kid in my row asked if I got my hw back with that message on it and I answered truthfully,"yes". Only to get a nasty look(or whatever,just one that I didn't like) from some girl sitting farther up in the classroom. I didn't care about getting the message,but that look was horrible.
Because it made me feel like other people in the classroom as well as her were looking down on me because of this. Since some had the misconception that I was really smart,and then they saw that I got something like this. Honestly,I did not copy one part of that homework from anyone. I did it on my own. In school on the day it was due,but for the most part alone,aside for one question I had no idea about. I let my one friend get 3 answers from me,but I feel like copying FROM someone and getting copying OFF of are two different things. The friend who copied from me got the message from the teacher too,but unlike me,he was not asked if he got it by other students. He also didn't care as much I did. This was more of a blow to my pride than to his. Since history is one of my favorite things and I'm already doing ridiculously bad for someone who got a 96 on the regents last year.

At this point,I'm not even sure if someone would believe me if I told them how well I was doing in S.S. last year.
Knowing how really hateful people are sometimes,maybe someonneee is talking about this very rude-like. But,at least I feel better about the whole thing now. :3
And I'd better go do my homework,THANK GOD FOR THE HALF-DAY TOMORROW.

Looooooooove,
Ani

THANKSGIVING BREAK~

2010-11-23T16:55:00.005-05:00

(^SNSD's Soo Young~: Doesn't she just inspire you to be cute? :3)

Hello,my minions~!!! >:3

So that last post was a fluke,meaning I wrote it a long time ago,but didn't have enough to time to put it up,so I put it up now,weeeeeeeeeks later~.

Today was great,of course;it's the start of thanksgiving break!!! I can't waaaaaaiiiiiit to eat!!! I feel like my stomach has shrunken or something. I can't eat as much as I used to,I just can't. D: I want to stretch mah stomach this year!!!

I'm goin' over mah auntie's house this thanksgiving,I think!! Usually we do!! :3 I don't really care,so long as I get to be with all of my family and I get to EAT. *u*My grandma won't be with us this year since she's going on a cruise instead. She deserves to relax,especially since Grandpa is gone for the first Thanksgiving. I hope that she enjoys herself.

Yesterday was my sister's birthday,so to celebrate I shall share with you all this yummy deliciousnessnessness cake I found on photobucket after searching "korean cute".:

(^*drools*)

Moving on,something weird is going on with my "y" key,so if a "Y" belongs in some words and it's not there,now you know why!!! :3 Speaking of weird,my phone fits easily into that category.>> Ever since I left it in that puddle of water on my sink,and it supposedly short circuited or SOMETHING, it's just been really weird. It turns off and on all by itself. D: I can't open the menu screen or anything. I can't even read late night fanfiction like I usually do!!!DX It really sucks!!! I found some reall good akurokus toooooo. ;w; But sometime this weekend,I will be heading to the sprint store,so all is well. :D

I feel reeeeeeeeeeeally behind in drivingness things!!! I turned 16 almost 4 months ago,but I haven't even started studying for the permit test. D: INEEEEEEDTOGETCRACKINNNNNN

That and my school picture are driving me CRAZY because it looks like crap,and since I didn't buy the friggin thing I couldn't retake it today. Those picture takers need to dieeeeeeeeee. The take horrible pictures,the use phony looking backgrounds and take our pictures in 5 seconds flat,not caring a bit how the come out. GUUUUUUUUUURF.

Okay,retarded normal,everyday girl life rants over!!! :D

Actually I thought I was done drooling,but no, I guess not. Yesterday,I got to Radiant Garden in KH BBS. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE. I got to see so many organization members as somebodies. LEAWASSOHOT,not as much as AXEL but still.He's so freeeeeeeeeaaaaaaking amazing,somebody or nobody. xD His eyes,their same piercing green and his hair flaming,as usual,just like fire. And his same smart mouth with that little smirk that I loooooooove. xD

I actually liked Lexaeus and Xaldin as somebodies,I thought they were hot. O.O Vexen/Even=still a creep. ZEXION WAS SO CUTE AS A CHILD. And he had that same little face,devoid of emotion,those eyes calculating everything. It was amazing,how much foreshadowing there was. Everyone met again,in their next lives.

I'm in Deep Space now...let me just say that I LOVE VENTUS. Possibly more than Roxas,my first-ever husband. O.O He's so outgoing and he's got such a personality,just like Sora's!!! Sora+Roxas' personality and physical traits mixed together =Ventus. But it doesn't matter in the end since I'm married to them all.

And that,my friends,is why my life is a fail.

I want to post about Harry Potter,but maybe I'll leave that for another time,since I've got a lot to say about it. And I've had enough fail for one day.

Loooooooooooooooooooove,

Ani

Water bottles.

2010-11-08T19:00:00.005-05:00

Greetings~~~~~

For peoples that can see the titles in their updates,I really don't get the weirdness either. :D;;;

Erf,I have to get my chinese homework done. I've got a huge frightful test that I'm taking tomorrow. D: It's on everything that we learned from week 5 to week 9. But don't you worry everyone!!!>:D I've been preparing gradually these past few days!! Bringing my notes everywhere and starting a new taiwanese drama called Down With Love!!! >:D Do not be fooled by the sounds of this!! It may sound like I'm goofing with that last one,but I've got a plan!!! Learn pronunciation from Jerry Yan and Ella Chun!!!!!! ~~ Erh ahem.

Wow,it's surprising how blank my brain is right now!!! There's still stuff swirling around,but nothing I really feel like I need to put here. Merp. Well this was kind of a waste. WELP. Maybe I'll just fill the empty and lonely space with dun dun DUN,PICTURES!!!

Here ya go,greedy savages~:

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I changed my mind,no pictures!!!! xD

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

Ani

Ryo's birthdayyyyyyy~~~

2010-11-03T18:50:00.007-04:00

Hey readers~

Erf,so I made a woopsie in the last post~ TODAY,is actually Ryo's birthday.

(^I love this picture. He looks like he's thinking deeply about something,even though it's probably only a little model shot. I love the colors. The way he looks up at the balloon,it feels like he's looking up even farther than you'd think.)

I really like Ryo.He's suuuuch a dork,but that's part of his charm I suppose. I hope he's having an awesome birthday today.(<---or because of the time difference,I hope he had a great birthday YESTERDAY)

Anyway,I really don't have so much to say about today. Today in gym,Pristine and I creeped the majority of our class out with songs from Jimmy Neutron and a rap from the Dexter's Laboratory Soundtrack...realllll funnn STUFFFFFF. It was nice enough that I didn't have to stare at the ceilings and walls of the gymnasium and plan out the Prince of Persia's escape route(if he was ever trapped in my school).I've got a physics test tomorrow that I'm really worried about(ISHOULDBESTUDYING,MERRPPPP)and every week my chinese class gets harderrrrrrrr but,there isn't really anything else worrying me. :3 I dunno if I've told you guys(probably NOT),but my current addiction is the tv show Chuck. I LOVE CHUCK. I cannot even begin to explain how awesome that show is. xD IF YOU CAN: Watch it!!!! There's a new episode on NBC every Monday. I'M IN LOVE WITH CHUUUUCCCCCCK. MERRPPPPPP.

Oh!!! So a friend(or acquaintance,whatever you'd call him) is kind of psycho about this band called Vampire Weekend and said that he thought I'd like it. At first I thought it was gonna be some metallica band,or some weird Twilight-centric band but I was really wrong. It's not really my style,but I kind of like it. :3 Especially the A-Punk song.O.O That song is stuck in my head like you wouldn't believe. Yeah,I'm learning that I was wrong about a lot of things,yup yup~

Every morning,I write "HELP" backwards in the foggy windows. I was thinking that it'd be really funny if a passing car saw that message while we were on our way to school,and thought I was someone in trouble. xD I should take a piece of paper and and write "HELP" in bold letters and put it in the window sometime. xD

In the mornings,since Daylight Savings Time hasn't ended yet,it's very dark. And for someone like me,who's becoming increasingly BLIIIIIIIIND and in need of BIFOCCAAALLLLSSSS,it's really scary to be walking out into the "unknown" and whatnot. O.O But while I'm walking up my driveway,I always look at the sky to see what kind of colors are making it up. This morning,it looked a lot like the cover of one of Casker's albums.

And wow!! Didn't expect it all to pour out like that!!:D Welp that usually happens when I type~ Anyway,I'll be seeing ya~

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

Aniiiiii

Halloween~~~~

2010-10-31T13:05:00.008-04:00

(Yay~ *u*)

Hey everyone~!!!!
Today,so it's Halloweeen~ dun dun dun!!!HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!!!!So as you can see,I've finished with the template.:D I could tell you about a lot of things. Like how on my birthday this year when I turned 16 my family threw me a surprise party~,or that I'm dressing up as Minnie Mouse this Halloween..........

Erf.It is now November 1st. I meant to finish that post before I left the house,but I didn't get the chance.D: Welp I guess this is where I was going with that^+what'd probably have done on a separate post for today:

I had a really nice weekend. On friday I went to my school's coffee house. It was okay this time around. I think that this was because the majority of the bands from last year graduated. My friend played for his first time. I felt really happy for him,and I learned that now,I can really consider him my friend without other things conflicting with that fact. It's really a nice feeling.:3 But don't expect me to elaborate.~ His band played metallica. It's not really my thing,but who cares? I was proud.>:D My friend Ericka's exchange student,Ayumi came to the coffee house with me. It was really fun to have her there,since that was one of those things that's unique to our school,or maybe just American schools in general. I really liked this one performance by these two guys who did a remix of one of Common's songs. I love Common,his lyrics are actually meaningful and the beats are really cul. This group(or ummm...twosome....??o.o) rewrote the lyrics and it sounded so cul. I loved them.Point blank. xD And then there was this one band from last years' coffee house that went up. I really like the lead singer's voice. It's pretty and clear,you can really hear it. And she had stage presence too. :D I really liked the songs they played too. My sister and her son came up to visit for the weekend!!! I was really happy~ We all goofed on Saturday and then we went trick-or-treating on Sunday.:3 I was planning on going over Kelly's house on Friday,but in the end it made more sense to stay home so that I could be with my sister. So,that's what I did. We got home REALLY late last night from trick-or-treating. Well,late enough for a school night. I was delirious and pretty mad for no real reason.

(^Wish I had this,sooo cute. But no,not mine.)
I went to bed around 1:00AM. This morning the alarm clock on my phone went off but I didn't HEAR IT. I just woke up and suddenly it was 6 instead of 5 when I supposed to wake up.o.o And then later in school,I remembered that I was so dazed this morning,that I just picked up my phone,looked at the time(5 in the morning) and my brain told me it was the wrong 5 o' clock. O.O And I was so sleepy that I fell for it. I still don't remember the sound of the alarm going off,even now. It was a really sleepy day for me. I didn't want to talk and I found that people doing the simplest things just irritated me. No reason,they just did. But I had my halloween candy, so I was a-ok,enough.

Erf,I miss 10th grade so much. Just being able to come on here afterschool and vent or whatever was really nice. Nowadays I really don't have so much time for it. What with my chinese class being a bit more of a priority and ALSO taking place on the computer. D: I miss my friends that graduated,just like I had anticipated. This year's seniors are a lot nicer than I had initally expected,I'll admit though. :D I miss being able to work on my artwork whenever. Whenever I was feeling upset or anything,just to turn to my watercolors. I have that option now,but the feeling is a lot different. Almost like my artwork isn't the most important thing this year. I think most of all I miss that freedom I had in 10th grade. I wasn't really tied down by any decisions that had to be made in the near future,or factors of my life that made me feel just plain weird or anything like that. It was just fun,and I'm gonna miss that. I want to start a watercolor of the sky so badly. When I'm on the bus in the morning,I like very much to look and observe all of the different shades of blue in the sky as well as other colors like orange and pale yellows. Sometimes the sky is a raspberry color in the morning.Sometimes it reminds me of sherbet. It's just that the colors don't stay long enough.

Warfness,welp I guess I've gotten what I need to out of my system for now. :3 I'm so glad it's a day off tomorrow. I'll try to use this to my advantage. I think I'll be back tomorrow,for a short post at least~ It's Ryo from NEWS' birthday and I did a post for him last year. I want to bring back as many little pieces from last year as I can. =u=
Nighty night~

Aniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Guess who!?!?

2010-10-30T17:16:00.004-04:00

So everyone,I'm back from the HUGE,and unannouced hiatus!!!

Everyone,I'm SO sorry!! That really wasn't intentional, it's just that 11th grade is a lot more challenging for me than I originally thought it'd be.D: Anyway,this isn't my complete post. I haven't got the time to finish right now. I'm finishing the template right now.Don't really know how long this'll take,but I hope it's quick~

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

~Ani

BLOOOOOOOOOG!!!

2010-08-22T13:12:00.013-04:00

I'm so sorry everyone!!!!;w;

The truth is,I arrived back home from vacation a week ago. I just had a lot to take care of,which is why it took me so long to get back to this.D: Anyway,I've got lot's to fill you peoples in with!!!!Notice how the theme was changed again? I got REALLY sick of the last one and had to change it. I like the current theme. It just feels light.The blue of the sky behind the dandelion in the stock photo I'm using is so sure and constant,and it only gets deeper as you go up. It's so pretty. And the picture itself has a very poetic look,so I chose it.

So I ended up staying in the South a lot longer than I had initially expected. My imediate family(my brothers,Alissa,and my parents) were going back up to NY but they wanted me to stay behind for a little while to keep my grandma company. I was hoping to head back up with them so that I could prepare for school(NOT actual work,just get my priorities straight and get into that whole school mentality). But I stayed with grandma. It was a good idea,beacause I would've felt horrible if I went upstate with them anyway,leaving my grandma alone in her empty house,with no Cookie or grandpa. The second my brothers and Alissa and my parents left,the house felt a little dead. I felt sad and kind of homesick.Plus my Uncle was there and he's nice and all,but he talks so much.His personality is overwhelming. I feel exhausted after talking to him.=_____=But I kind of got over it.

The next day,the three of us went to the Williams family reunion for the weekend. And AGAIN,I would've felt horrible if I had left my grandma alone,to go to the reunion by herself(if you don't count my uncle anyway). I mean,it wasn't even her family,it was the family that she married into. Technically, I wasn't related to anybody there,except by marriage. The three of us went to the mall to get something to eat once and my uncle told me why my cousin Geena didn't come to Grandpa Jeff's funeral or to the reunion with him. She didn't become because my uncle had a 'rocky' divorce with his ex-wife and my uncle isn't allowed to see Geena anymore. That's really horrible. I haven't seen Geena in so many years and I remember that we used to have so much fun when we were little. My uncle Jeffrey told me that our Grandpa Jeff took Geena and me to the Big Apple Circus when we were little. And Uncle Jeffrey said that he remembered that I won something but instead of keeping it I gave it Geena. I kept thinking that that was something really nice that I did. I really do miss Geena. So I wonder how she is now.

I stayed with my grandma until Thursday and then my Aunt Frances and my cousin Ahzia picked me up. I went swimming with Ahzia and I spent the night at Aunt Frances' house. And then at 8 in the morning of the next day,we headed up to NY. It was an amazingly short drive.O.O I was happy to spend time with my Aunt and my Uncle. I don't get to see them much since they live in South Carolina. They come to visit my grandma Catherine once almost every month. But unfortunately,my dad rarely brings us to grandma and poppop's house. So I feel very isolated from the family. I wish I could see them more. I got to spend a weekend and grandma and poppop's house and I got to hang out with my cousins and my aunts. I was happy. I just wish that time hadn't broken the bond my cousin Briana and I had. We used to be so close,but not so much anymore.

While I was on vacation,I was lucky enough to go shopping with my grandma AND my Aunt Frances...and I THINK I cleaned out their wallets... But anyway,point being I don't have much I need to get before school starts!! YAY!!! Honestly,all I need to do,is get school supplies, and get some more hair product stuffs. There are probably more things but they aren't of that much importance. I really want a change with my hair,so I was thinking I should get my hair cut. Since my hair is SUPER curly, they'd have to blow it out first and then cut off hair from the ends. I already have an idea of what I'd like it to look like but now I'm having second thoughts. I have to hurry up and decide if I want to do it,before school starts. I've got two weeks and odds are,the hair salon's gonna be pretty booked at this time of the year.D:

I also wanted to try makeup,because I feel like it's about time.=______= It's just that I don't want to become addicted to it. What I've noticed with some people that wear makeup,it's VERY hard for them to go without it. Like Mariah Carey!!! I was reading EBONY one day and looking at the article abouth the new movie Precious with Gabourney Sidibe(which I REALLY wanna see btw!!) and Mariah Carey is in it. She plays this secretary I think...? But anyway,I saw a picture of her in and I DIDN'T RECONGNIZE HER. And that's because for this film,she's required to wear NO MAKEUP. In the picture she looked tired and her face looked puffy. In the article it said it was really hard for her to go without makeup.

All the time I wonder why that's such a feat:to go without makeup. Why can't we just be

happy and proud of what you have? Going back to me with makeup,I only wanted to get a little bronze blush and petal pink blush. And I wanted brown eyeliner and orange+light pink lip shine.And probably brown and ice blue eyeshadow. I guess in my case,I'm happy with how I look without makeup. I'll always be,considering how long I've gone without wearing it out ONCE. I just thought that this year'd be a good time to grow up. I didn't want to grow up fast like everyone else,I wanted to savor my childhood. I have the perfect baby face for it,so I can get away with being childish. And I still want to be. God knows that's the main thing keeping me out of trouble. But it's time for me to grow up...a little. xD

(Mariah Carey in Precious.)

This is also the reason I want to get my hair cut so badly too. That and I feel like,by getting my hair cut shorter,I'm taking the chance to let everyone know that someday,I want to be free. It's a symbol of my freedom. So even if I don't get my haircut before school this year. It's definitely happening next year,or right before I start college.

Anyway,I think I've said enough. I'll leave you people to your considerations.And I wonder if you are looking for a way to tell people of your desire for freedom too. Heck,I'm wondering if you even want freedom like I do.

Looooooooooove,

Ani

SLACKER!!!

2010-07-29T11:31:00.002-04:00

Ugh guys I'm SO sorry!!!
I really didn't update as quickly as I thought I would.D:
In truth,I fixed the theme bits and pieces of each day. And I finished it today~
I don't have as much to say as I thought too. I was just feeling really moody that day.o.o
Anyway I'm going down south to be with my grandmother for abut 2 weeks.
I hope when I get back I can make a post for you guys that isn't such a fail.D:
And I feel horrible about not replying to the comments in the cbox ontime!!!;;;; I promise I'll write back to everyone once I'm back.
I hope you all have wonderful days~ remember that I looooooove you!!! x3
Wish me a safe trip,will ya~? :3
Byeeee,
Ani

New theme~

2010-07-26T21:06:00.002-04:00

Hey everyone!!

Sorry about the late post again.;;; I just haven't felt like writing lately. Anyway,now I'm back and I feel like changing the theme. I really want to post and forget about some things or just vent,but I dunno if I'll get around to it today. Anyway,I'll get started on the theme,hopefully that'll be done soon.

Loooove,

Ani

Puffed Face.

2010-07-21T16:23:00.006-04:00

Umm,yeah,people that can see the title of this entry in their updates,I dunno why I named this one puffed face...maybe a face puffed in anger or frustration? Or probably exhaustion in my case...

Anyway!!! I feel content~ Yesterday I was able to go to Kelly's house. I was really happy that it worked out. Lately,I haven't been able to do much of ANYTHING. And I think I told you guys in the last post,my sis is in the hospital. She told us that yesterday she'd be allowed to leave the hospital. But she told us this without any prior discussion with the doctors. Apparently they want to keep her until Friday(AT LEAST). And even when she finally gets out,she'll be much too weak to take care of Caden. So yesterday was basically my family scrambling around trying to figure out what's going on because of my sis' fib. =_______= I was upset because I hadn't seen Kelly for almost 2 months now and I couldn't go see her and Malaga just for a day. I thought since there were 3 other people in the house besides my mom that could help with the babies,they'd do just fine without me. And they did. I'm very lucky that I talked to my dad about it beforehand. My mom just kept saying I "jumped the gun",but who WOULDN'T after being stuck at home with two screaming babies for a week and counting??? I had to leave at 8:00 AM this morning from Kelly's...which means I had to get up at 7:00 ish to get ready...which was a killer because we stayed up late:1(but not as late as usual,sometimes 5).=_______= I cannot WAIT until Caden is back with his mother. I don't want him to go back to being spoiled so quickly,but I'm SO tired of this.And getting up every morning at 6 is NOT helping at all. Hopefully my sister improves her ways of dealing with Caden's crying. And I REALLY hope she'll stop giving him to random people(friends but really family>friends) that really can't handle him. When my sister first went into the hospital the first place he went was not with his grandparents,and aunts(me+and baby girl),and uncles. But with friends who couldn't even deal with taking care of him. I know that peeved my mom a lot.

Anyway,sorry about all the ranting today.D:

I'm feeling really tired and sluggish right now. And I know it wouldn't help to take a nap. It's partly because of the waking-at-early-hours-of-the-day thing,but I've been having strange dreams lately that make NO SENSE. And it saddens me that I can't remember them very well. I remember the one from the nap I took earlier though,or at least the basic gist.

Overall,in this dream I was kidnapped by either demons or otherwordly creatures. There are details of this dream that are particularly clear to me,but have nothing to do with the story. What I remember clearly is that I was in a spaceship/car driving through the sky with several other normal humans. There were demons(or whatever) in the front seats. The demon that was driving,apparently I had a crush on. But he was a lot older than me(he looked young,which gives the idea that demons didn't age in my dream).

He looked like a normal human except he had a special aura. His other demon friend has a pig's face.The demon I liked already liked this other human who was sitting in the car thing with me. She was a little older than me. I remember something really confusing about her teeth being a signal of something and I remember touching them. I also remember vivdly the color of her hair,a light brown. I think she was asian,I'm reminded of Michelle Yeoh when I think of her. o.o Anyway the demon driving kept giving us tasks while we were driving. If we didn't complete them,he threatened to throw us out of the car(and we'd plummet to our deaths). Somehow I knew he was fibbing,but I completed the tasks anyway. One was finding the gummi bear I lost on the car thing's floor. We arrived at our destination and I was sitting in the front of the car with the demon I liked on the driver's side. I dunno how that was possible now that I'm awake,but that's a dream for ya~ I remember that we going through a toll booth thing like EZ Pass in the demon world. They checked everyone in the car and I remember a very creepy demon looked at me and I was scared. I wish I had seen more of my dream,but a text from Pristine woke me up.D:

I wish I was one of those people that could continue from the dreams they started the night before.

Anyway,I'm all done~

Hopefully I'll post again tomorrow. I probably will,to keep occupied.

Byeeeeeeeeeeee,

Ani

Morning~

2010-07-18T09:00:00.005-04:00

Hi hi!!!

So I've been getting up 6:00 ish AM every morning to go and play tennis with my family. It's fun,after I get over the drunk-with-sleep feeling.=_= My mom says I've improved a lot in the way that I play. But I find that a little weird. Because I wasn't on the tennis team in 10th grade. Just 9th. The only time I played tennis in 10th was gym and I wasn't even completely serious then. I think it has to do with the fact that during 10th grade,I learned gradually,not to care about appearing weird to bystanders or passersby~ Before then,from 6th-9th grade I had EXTREME low self esteem and I was extremely self conscious. I was always afraid of being afraid of being made fun of at all times. But I guess starting with the summer before 10th I realized the only way I can really have fun is just by being the weird person that I am. So that's part of the reason why I'm doing better. The other reason is just,I feel inspired!!! I'm probably NOT going to rejoin the tennis team.xD I'm too lazy for that. And I really enjoyed being able to go straight home right afterschool in the beginning of 10th. But whatever~

Ughh,the downside about being up so early every morning is that, when I get home I'm bored out of my juice-drinking little minddddddddd. D:

I think I'll text Kelly to pester her about stealing Chu Chu Chu for my blog too.>:3

Oh and I wanna ask her how she got the words to roll across the top of her browser like that. *u*

OH!! And she posted this page on my facebook account about how to put little music notes and hearts and spades and etc. in what you type,so maybe I should look at that too~

Okay I take it back,maybe there ARE things for you to do this early in the morning.

But boy,if I didn't have a computer I'd be SCREWED. xD

.........Baha that was a long interval.

I was on fb!! I was supposed to find that music note thing but I started looking at pictures of my cousin Khephran~

He is SO freaking cute~~~~~ *u* He's 1 or close to it. He thinks he's a little african prince(well,he is xD). My cousin(his mom,Isis) always has Amyrh(my other baby cousin:8) wear princely traditional african clothing. I really want african princess clothing to wear sometime.

Anyway back on track,Khephran is always waving his arms like he's trying to make a point in a speech. And my aunt was feeding him and when he was done he waved her away like she was a servant. He likes anyone who feeds him!! I love Khephran my cuuute little cousin!!!

Anyway,BYEEEEEEEE!!

Ani

Bwaaah add-on~

2010-07-17T21:18:00.004-04:00

OH GOSH!!!

So I just paid a visit to Kelly's site and she completely changed the template!!! She's coming out with a new translation soon and it's one of TegoMassu's songs!!! I heard it on her page and I'm seriously in LOOOOOVE right now!! Thoes two are so cute it's not even funny.o.o

Anyway,her new translation will be of their song,Chu Chu Chu!If you haven't heard it already,go look it up on youtube NOW!!! Chu Chu Chu by Tegomass~

Yaah,if she wasn't already using that song ,I'd definitely have stolen it!! >:3

Everyone,please go to her page and encourage her to translate the song quicker!! She'd love visitors,and she works hard on her page.

Link: http://www.everyonesmelody.blogspot.com/ ~

Welp~ I'm all done here!!

Night night~

Loooooooove,

Ani

The day has arrived~

2010-07-17T16:29:00.020-04:00

Hello~

Kay so this post is gonna be an extremely long one.=_= The pictures look blurry in the corners because the lens of the camera is a little messed up.Oh and try to overlook the dates on each picture. They're WRONG. Anyway,let's get started~

Here are pictures of the watermelon basket Fortune and I made~:

These are the long-awaited pages of my storybook,titled The Door:

Page 1:

"The door to something special is your heart. With it,you love. You are you and you are someone."

Page 2:"Inside,you possess an undying strength.

Within,there is a light that never goes out."

Page 3:"Seeing every memory as clearly as a picture. Since each is dear to you,each is contained in the chains. These chains of memories are what holds your heart together."

(^Favorite page!!!! x3)

Page 4: "Heart full of nostalgia,with the emptiness eating you whole. What is it that you see while looking up? "

Page 5: "Reaching up to the darkness of the sky,where the stars twinkle in the distance,are you feeling the emptiness still?"

Page 6: "The celestial objects you long for,form a a treasure together. They form what makes you you, you; they form your love,your strength,your memories,the emptiness,nostalgia but most importantly,the door."

(^Least favorite page.:()

^I thought the way I wrote this all was really corny. =_= Some ideas needed to be deeper explained but weren't. And maybe that was because I didn't know quite how to. My friends said they liked the book. But they're my friends,that's their job. xD

(^And finally, my drawing of a muslim woman in a hijab. Mediums: watercolors,pen,pencils,color pencils)

I'm still waiting for the picture of the scenery to upload to facebook so I can post it here. Hopefully I'll have that up tomorrow~ And I'll post my latest watercolor when I'm finished!! Ugh,it was a killer to click and drag all of those puppies.D:

I might change the music,I really like the theme though~ so I'll probly keep that.

Thanks for reading(or viewing~)!!

Byeeeeeeeeee,

Ani

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuude,not the good kind of dude Dx

2010-07-15T19:32:00.008-04:00

Everyone,I'm so sorry!!!

I was gone for SO long!!!!! The good news is when I said I should go out and get an actual life,I actually(kinda sorta) did!! But enough FAILS,wanna hear about everything I was too much of a failure to post~? Okay so the first thing I remember promising you guys is to have my storybook pictures up in the next post(this one),but you guys KNOW how much FAIL I am,did you REALLY expect me to have those up? I mean,come on~? I'll put them up...eventually. I started a new watercolor,of a yellow plant on my chinese calendar that has a name too long for my tiny brain to wrap around.xD I think it's coming along well. If you're nice I'll post a picture of that,my hijab lady AND the storybook!! WHAT A BARGAIN. No seriously I better stop with this failing.

Anyway,lots of stuff happened in my absence~ummm for one: my cousin Fortuneee,the ancient chinese secret was over for a week!!! So for that short time I wasn't AS bored out of my mind. We made a basket out of a watermelon and put fruit salad in it!! We took pictures too,so soon you guys and have a field day with all of those.>:D My baby sister Alissa turned 2 YEARS OLD.She doesn't seem any different to me,but at least this year,she's a little more sure of who exactly is having their birthday.xD We didn't do much for her birthday. We went my most FAVORITEST mall EVER and the disney store within.>:3 I saw a whole display for prince of persia.*u* They had prince of persia journals and they had little daggers of time!! The whole thing was for little boys,but when have I ever been mature enough to care? I saw those little magic washcloths that I used to love when I was little!!! We got Alissa 2 stuffed animals from there:that little Bolt dog and Ham from Toy Story. We also got her one of those stuffed animals that double as a pillow. It's really cute but it's a dog and I thought a lamb would suit her much better,her being her and all~

Speaking of Toy Story,my dad took our family(and The Secret Of The East of course) to our first drive-in movie theater. It would've been a nice experience honestly,had there been no arguing.=_=

Last weekend,I went to my friend Breanna's sweet 16. I have to say that I did have fun!! I felt a lot more welcome there,and I knew everyone but three people,who I really liked!! We went to fancy little restaurant by a harbor or sea or some kind of body of water.?.?(<----We were taken by a limo!!! I liked this,but everyone was so ROWDY and the music was unbearably loud) Afterwards we all just walked around and took pictures. Ughh,the pictures taken of me really sucked. And I got tagged to a LOT of them on fb...When I was with my friend Amanda,I saw something really bizarre. It was a street heading upwards. The top of the hill was covered by a bridge coming across.It looked like the street the vanished after that point.There was also I beautiful sunset in the background. I just had to take a picture. I promise to post that picture with the others. I really want to share that one. The limo came and we went to a comedy club. They were kind of funny,but you could tell they weren't the best because they felt need to excessively curse and swear.

Now,I'm home with my baby sister AND my sister Shakia's baby,Caden. Shakia is having her gallbladder removed. X.X Apparently with some mothers,the gallbladder can harden during (or after,I'm not sure) pregnancy. Unfortunately,my sister had to be one of those mothers. So we'll be watching Caden for who knows how long. I was really looking forward to going to Malaga's party!! I've never been over her house before and she's one of my best friends:her party is one of the ones that matter the most. But I have to miss it. Life sucks like that sometimes.

Since this post was so long,I REALLY don't think I need a ton of filler pictures like usual!! I promise I'll have all the pictures up in the next post.

Currently,my throat has closed up a little from eating a cherry...when did I become allergic to cherries? Ugh well that sucks. Now who's gonna eat them before they spoil?

Byeeeeee,

Ani

It's back!!

2010-06-30T19:39:00.006-04:00

Hey everyone!!!

It's been awhile but the Jesse obsession is back~ xD
I think it was dorment!!! Yaaah he's so cuuuuuute~
Okay!! I have to channel this into a decent post!!!! Well, today was boooooooooring................
I spent the day watering the plants(which actually is really nice),texting and fixing my hair(back to curly). Now that I think about it,I really SHOULD have been painting!!! D: I was so excited yesterday when I was in walmart and found watercolors. I want to paint a picture of a woman wearing a muslim scarf. Hold on,I need to learn the correct word for that riiiight now. According to ask.com the correct word is "hijab". That's right,I think I heard Ziva call it that on NCIS.

(Aren't her eyes pretty? Wearing a hijab can make a woman look a ton more mysterious.)

Shoot!!! I still didn't put up the pictures of my storybook up!!! Kay,I promise I'll have them up in the next post.>:D This weekend,my family and I are going to an amusement park for the 4th of July!!! I want to go on vacation,but this is nice,I can work with it!! x3
Ughh,I think I need to get a life sometime soon,maybe that's the reason why it's so hard for me to post today. Maybe I'll come back and add to this if anything "groundbreaking" occurs. I totally doubt that though.

Looooooooooooove,
Ani

A Continuation~

2010-06-29T12:31:00.007-04:00

Hi everyone~ I'm back!!!

(^Umm yeaah,don't ask.I dunno.)

So as you can see(hopefully),I've fixed up the blog!!! ^.^ I've actually used this theme before. But only once,back when I first learned that my grandpa and Cookie died. That doesn't mean I'm sad though!! I just feel like,this was a good idea for a theme and I really didn't wear it out like I did all the other themes. What I can gather from the theme that I picked is that I'm feeling thoughtful. But when is that NOT true? The reason I changed from the orchid theme is that I got really sick of purple all of a sudden. And the theme seemed too stagnant for my mood. Like nothing was going anywhere and I was stuck in one place.
Clouds can move,and traffic lights help traffic to move. :3 The colors of this theme are providing cool relief to me for some reason.Plus I dunno what it is,but I'm reminded of 90s music. o.o

Kay moving on,I've got so many things to talk about!! I hope I can remember them all and that they don't spill from my memory like water from a cup. First of all, I went to my friend's graduation~ Truthfully...IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! xD Had you scared didn't I ??? Well for one,my friend's nana and grandma were both so cute!!! I had to sit with my friend's family for the ceremony and they were all so friendly!!They were also,pretty funny~I really liked to be included in conversations with all of them.Nikki's sister was so sweet!! The moment she came through the door,she rushed up to her family and complimented them!! Every family should be as close and loving as theirs. With all of the family problems I hear from other friends,it's nice to see a family like this.
After the graduation party Nikki had with her family,we went to our school's project graduation. It's basically a graduation party hosted my the school. It starts at 12:00AM and ends at 5:00AM. If you are a graduate of my school,you can bring up to one guest. I thought that project graduation was an extremely smart idea on the school's part. So many graduates go out and get drunk and then get into huge accidents. They never make it past their graduation night in life. This is a sad fact. That's why,I'm sure the school was trying to prevent horrific events such as this from occuring.

(^Me,Nikki,and our friend Jenna~)

There was a mechanic bull in the parking lot!!! Also,a bouncy castle and you could rock climb!!! There was also a lot of food!!! There was a table outside filled with those floofy leis,and glow-in-the-dark necklaces,bracelets,and sticks.There was a dance floor outside...but there was no one on it. I thought that was REALLY funny,and everytime we passed it,I laughed.
I got a henna tattoo of the sun on my left arm. It's been here for awhile so apparently I'm taking good care of it. We watched this guy hypnotize 5 people up on stage. That was PRETT~Y amusing. Me and Nikki only stayed until 2 though. I was pretty much DEAD by then.
We were SUPPOSED to play disney scene it along with Nikki's sister,and her sister's boyfriend,but the game failed miserably!!!! It turns out,their dvd player wasn't compatible with game. I didn't even know that was possible!! But hey,you learn new things everyday. xD

We went to sleep at 4 and woke up at 6 because I had to get ready to go to my grandpa's memorial. The memorial had a sad feeling about it. And it should,we all lost someone precious. But it was also a pleasant time too. I enjoyed seeing my family. There were times where I felt like I couldn't hold the tears in anymore,and my throat hurt from it. But, I laughed because of my baby sister,my cousins,my family. And soon,it wasn't as much of a big deal as it was when we were all sitting in church together. It really became a celebration. Like my grandma wanted it to be. Like my grandpa wanted it to be.

Lately,I haven't done anything remarkable. I've been kinda bored. I wanna do something fun.
Anyway,aren't you glad that I posted?!? I had more to say,but most likely it would've came out making me sound profoundly superficial and I'd rather not have myself represented that way.x3
Thank you so much for reading. I really wanna post about something cheerful next time!! Maybe I'll have to change the theme for that though. There's still a bit of sadness in this theme afterall.

Looooove,
Ani

Impatient!!!!

2010-06-28T20:22:00.005-04:00

EDIT:Ughh!!! This place looks like a HOT MESS!!! Dx I'm so sorry!!! I can't finish editing tonight,thanks to a certain parent of mine.>> UGGH this is so annoying,to have to leave my blog in such a condition,I hate this. I promise,I'll be back on FIRST THING tomorrow. I can't stand the theme being unfinished. I hope whatever I was gonna write about stays in my subconscious overnight.

(^Pic of TaeYeon and Jessica from SNSD~They are so cuuute.All of the girls as a group have such style,which is actually quite a usual thing for asian stars. They're inspiring to me!! And YES,I am aware that it is currently NOT winter.Well,not in my hemishere.)

Haha,hi everyone!!!
I just completely broke my promise to post BEFORE I start fiddling with the template!! o.o Woops~ Anyway, I feel really driven to post, so I'll probably try to get done with theme as quickly as possible!! It's been awhile since I posted and guys,I've got so much I just wanna get out. :3

You'll get a proper post from me in a sec~
Looooooooove,
Ani

It's Official~

2010-06-23T15:44:00.007-04:00

So everyone!!!

I'm all done with editing~ I don't like this theme quite as much as the last one,but whatever. I try not to go back to themes I've already used. Besides,it's pretty difficult to get it exactly like the first time I used it. So this time,it's orchid,purple night themed.

I feel content. School is finally over and now I don't have to rush about,with notecards filled with tasks I have to complete by the end of the day.=_=

I've finished my tests and I'm hoping desperately that I passed them all.

I REALLY wanna say this weekend was a blast. But it really wasn't. It was kind of,a waste of my life. I went to my friend's party(like I said I was going to in the last post). I really didn't think it'd be as miserable for me as it was,but it definitely turned out that way. I was so bored.I spent the majority of the party at a table because one,I don't like to dance. And the times when I actually felt compelled to get up,it was extremely awkward because I couldn't talk with anyone. I didn't know them,and no one took the liberty to introduce themselves to me or anything. No one really reached out and I tried,but I think everyone was so caught up in their circles and inside jokes that I was forgotten. There were a lot of instances where I just wished I had never went to it. Since it was father's day,my family was having a big party I should've went to. I would've been able to be around a ton of people that actually cared if I was there or not,rather than around a bunch of strangers who didn't even notice if I left the room or not.I felt completely left out and it was a complete disaster. These things happen,I guess.

After,I went to Fortuuuuuuuune's 8th grade graduation!!!! My sisters(and their half sister),my Auntie,my younger brothers,Alissa,and my mom and I all were there.Kayla was talking about how she thought it was weird that there were 8th grade girls going up to the stage with hooker heels on. She said when she was in 8th grade,she wore FLATS and LIP GLOSS. I thought I must be pretty immature since I'm STILL like that. xD I was upset that I had to leave early to get back upstate. I had regents the next day. I didn't get to meet her class crazie or the fake british boy,or her best friend. D: And I was a little irritated that I had spent more time the day before in a place where I ignored,than with people I wanted to be with. So yeah,this weekend sucked.

I feel horrible about being such a complainer,but I guess it all goes back to the fact that this is my blog and I was upset,AGAIN. And I'd never insensitive enough to say that aloud.

I'm going to the seniors' graduation this Friday and I'm sure that'll turn out a lot better since I'm going to see all my senior friends graduate and then I'm going to the party afterwards and staying the night at Nicole's house,where we will have a Disney Scene It showdown~~ >:3

The day after,I'll be going to my grandpa's memorial. My grandma wants us to call it a celebration of his life. Even now,I still can't believe he's gone. My grandma wants me to come spend a few days at her house. But I can't do that without coming to grips with reality. He's gone,and not only him,but Cookie too. I miss them both very much.

Anyway,I think that's all I know to say right now.

Loooooooove,
Ani

Fixing upppp~

2010-06-23T13:32:00.003-04:00

Hey everyone!!

So usually when I update,I don't really let anyone know. But,I was just thinking that I should PROBABLY start doing that .O_O Because,what if I'm unfortunate enough to get some first-time visitors DURING the editing process???? That'd be horrible!! I'd hate for any visitors to see my blog when it's being fixed up. So I'm gonna start posting before I begin experimenting with the template. Hopefully,you'll get a proper post from me a little later on today~

Looooooooove,

Ani

JUICE PACKETS~~

2010-06-18T20:25:00.010-04:00

EDIT: I started this post on the 18th. Stuff I started on the 18th is in blue. Stuff I wrote today is in yellow.

Hi everyone!!!!!

I'm in a good mood now!! Wanna know why?!?! I've got 2 tests left and that's it!! >:3 I just cracked my neck!! I didn't know I could do that til now!!!

I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY.

Oh.Earlier,I was playing Legaia,my usual routine.:P When I got up to one of the sad parts,Mei's father's funeral. Since the game has horrible graphics,it's really not much to be sad about. It's just the music was really moving. I was thinking about about how the song starts out very slow and dark sounding,almost like it'll never go on. Representing how people feel when they lose someone they care about. They feel as if they'll never be able to live the same way again. As if their life is over as well. And it's a dark time in their life. But then the song gets lighter and softer sounding. Like if the heaviness of the heart has died down a little. And you feel like you can make it. Until the day you can see that person again. I teared up a little.

If you want to hear it,look up Legend of Legaia Juno's funeral on youtube.

Anyway~ I AM SO EXCITED!! The new season of degrassi comes out in July!!

(^Declan.He is SO gorgeous. I looooooove him!!)

My favorite character from the recent Degrassi episodes is Clare. She's a very pure and innocent girl!! Looking back at how she was before,I see that she REALLY changed. I can't wait to see her and the new handsome boy from the preview for the new season!!!

I keep seeing the preview on teenick,as well as the carnival commercial!!!

Today,I'll be going to my friend Selena's party!! I probably won't know the majority of the people going. So anyway,everyone wish me luck~And the next day I'm going to Fortuuuune's 8th grade graduation!! I can't wait to meet her crazy friends!! I hear about her best friend Brittany ALL THE TIME, and also her class crazie-Symphoni, oh and that fake british boy.x3

And I think that's all I have to say. I DID just wake up an hour ago. =0= Thanks to a certain baby...

OH!! And I'll have the pictures of the storybook up soon.

Looooove,

Ani

Another one~

2010-06-17T09:57:00.011-04:00

EDIT:I almost forgot!!!! I finished my storybook the weekend before school ended!! I'll take some pictures and have them up soon!!

Duuuuuuuuuuuuudes~,
I have NO IDEA what I'm writing,I dunno why I even started the post for today already. It's only 10:01 ish AM, I really haven't anything significant that I could fill this post with. But whatevers~something'll come up!!! >:3 For starters, I'm listening to Luv Punch by Instant Romantic Floor!! It's such a cute song~ One time I heard it in the background of an episode of We Got Married. It fit the couple it was playing for and their little shopping spree so perfectly~ :3 That was the first season. I haven't watched WGM since last summer. I have so much to catch up onnnnnnn. That and I really miss my AJ(asiajam) friends. D: I have a ton of dramas I started but didn't finish. I neeeeeed to watch You're Beautiful. And I'm sure there are a lot of really cute movies on mysoju that I haven't seen yet!!!

(^My favorite couple from the first season of WGM:Alex and Shinae~. They looked like they could fall in love for real. Alex being the sweet guy that he is,and Shinae who was hurt the last time she loved. It's such a shame she married someone else.)

Speaking of movies,did I tell you people I saw the Prince of Persia movie?

Honestly everyone,I'm really disappointed.

The movie was nowhere near as-what kind of adjectives can I use?-adventurous,time-stopping, or thrilling as the game!! I loved the fact that it was the Prince and Farah alone in the palace of Azad. Fighting for survival against the sand creatures, falling in love along the way. The plot was absolutely amazing. I remember,I was hooked from the very instant I started playing. The way that the Prince battles,vaulting over his enemies,his stunning acrobatics,the way he can work out his next course of action, and then rewind time if he was wrong!! I thought he was so clever!! He really is a true prince!! The way he speaks is so cute. I was really hoping for the movie to be like this so that it could show everyone who didn't play, just how amazing the Prince is. But it wasn't.

However,I feel like Jake Gyellenhall did a great job of portraying the Prince. He was perfectly in character,even his voice was similar!! But that Princess "Tamina". First of all,what was the POINT of changing Farah's name to "Tamina"?!! Secondly,Tamina's voice was horribly squeaky. It was very irritating. And!! Why did the writers find it necessary to change the name of the region Farah came from to "Alibet"?!! What the heck is Alibet anyway?!?! FARAH IS FROM INDIA. The fact that they removed the sand creatures and the whole original idea of what the hourglass was supposed to do,ruined the story for me. They even screwed up the whole image the desert was supposed to have.

Uggggggggggh.

(^How Farah's SUPPOSED to look.I looove her!! Her outfit has an ancient feel to it but it definitely fits the whole arabian theme. She's a colorful character,and her bickering with Prince brings humor to the story.At least for me. :3)

So anyway,onto another topic. I've been up since 7:30!! I dunno why, maybe my school schedule is still imprinted into my mind or something. For some reason,I can't seem to get up any later than 7:00 ish AM. I really wanna go play Legaia!! But I still don't have a ps memory card.D: Our old playstation is somewhere in the basement. So if I look around down there,I may find a memory card. Maybe I should go get dressed and start looking,ehy~?

Anyway,I think that's enough mindless chit chat~. Maybe I'll come back to post to you peoples again sometime today? Or maybe I'll just wait til tomorrow.

Looooooooove,

Ani

It's quiet.

2010-06-16T12:50:00.014-04:00

Hi everyone!!

So I've updated the blog theme.

It's been a little while since my last post. I'm sorry!! I've been busy not studying!! >:3 And frankly, after that last post,I had major writer's block. D: When I look back at it,I feel a little sorry. But,that's what a blog is for:expressing feelings. I happened to be upset,so I wrote about it. I've been busy with tests lately. I finished my english regents and my last day of school was on the 14th!!! I just had my social studies regents yesterday. I was worried about the two essays I'd have to write:thematic and DBQ. For thematic, you have to pull information from your memory about whatever topic you've been assigned. And DBQ stands for document based questions,so you write the essay based on the documents they give you.

I had to finish the multiple choice questions,the document based questions, and those two essays!!! I was worried at first because my essay for last year wasn't very good and I hadn't precticed writing a DBQ essay much during class. But, I feel like I did very well!!! My topic for the thematic essay was to choose two people that we learned about in global 9 and 10 and used them to prove how influential people can be. I chose Gandhi and Confucius. And since I learned a lot about them,the information was just pouring from my head and onto the paper. I feel like my DBQ came out alright too!!

I was just thinking earlier that the reason why my writing turned out to have gotten a lot better is not only because of the projects,papers and speeches I had to finish in english and social studies class.But also the whole fact that I have this blog alone helped me.Having this blog for a year has improved my ability to organize my thoughts WHILE I write papers and it gives me a chance to utilize all the vocabulary I learn. I have my algebra exam on friday. I NNEEEEED to study!! I also need to study for my science and spanish exams!!! Those are the two tests I'm the most worried about.

Anyway,going off to a topic other than school: this weekend my brother was looking through his closet and he found our old playstation(1st) games. Ape Escape didn't work and neither did Crash Bandicoot. D: That made me disappointed. But I found this really cul looking game that I never played before. I didn't expect much from it since it came out in 1999. But even though the graphics are horrible,the story is pretty amazing and I love the music. My only problem is that I don't have the playstation memory card. I need to go to gamestop and pick up one. The game is called Legend of Legaia,by the way!! :3 So,since I can't save the game,when I turn it back on everyday,naturally it starts at the beginning again. I know my way around Rim Elm(the main character's village) like the back of my hand. o.o The main character's name is Vahn(unless you choose to change his name). In his world, God created humans to rule the world.

But they managed to almost wipe themselves out several times(we are SO stupid.). Since He was worried about our future, he created creatures known as the Seru.

The Seru were mechanical beings that humans could wear. The Seru gave humans mysterious power. They could fly while wearing Seru,or even carry an object way heavier than they were. But one day,the mist came. The mist made the Seru change into evil creatures. If a human were wearing a Seru around mist,they would change into an evil creature too. The Seru became murderers and humankind was almost completely wiped out. But,some still survived. The people of Vahn's village live by the sea since the winds of the sea push the mist away. They have built a wall around their village and have lived there for 10 years. But they have to send the village men out to hunt in order to survive,and that puts them in danger with the Seru and the mist. In the game,Vahn is supposed to go out and hunt with the rest of the village men the next day. I loooove Vahn!!! Regularly,he doesn't look very cute,but in fighting mode, he looks so cutee~ Plus I like the fighting gameplay,it reminds me of pokemon a little.

(Fanart of Vahn and Noa. I haven't gotten far enough in the game to meet Noa yet. But I'm sure that VahnxNoa is a lot cuter than VahnxMei. Mei is really annoying and clingy sometimes. o.o Vahn looks a little out of character in this picture. He looks princely when in actuality he's a warrior sort of guy.You know~rugged? x3 Something tells me Noa isn't as timid as she looks in
this picture too.)

(^German x3)

And that's all I guess. Everyone wish me luck on my upcoming tests,please?~

Looooooooooove,

Ani

Pushing.

2010-06-09T19:22:00.008-04:00

Hi everyone!!!

It's been a little while since I last posted. Sorry!! Things are busy for me.

So exams week is coming dangerously close. D: I've already taken part of my science test(the lab part) and I can already tell you that I completely bombed that segment. I thought it'd be easy,but I guess not. Dx It's not THAT much of a big deal. As long as I do the homework and study on regentsprep.org,and in my regents practice book, I should do just fine. I've been suddenly SWAMPED in homework this week however. With all the homework I'm getting,I'm sure my brain will be practiced enough for me to do well.

Ugh,I don't get how people can say that they want to change and say that another person has things that they should change about them,when they're encouraging the other's behavior in the first place!! The behavior itself is pretty irritating. Maybe that person will never change. That person who's ignorance I REALLY despise.And that's fine because in all honesty,I don't think I want to stay friends with them for a long time anyway. But the one that's encouraging the behavior,I hope they notice that this is just projecting them along with the other person into the wrong direction. Stooping to their level.I don't want it to be so that I'm annoyed to hear this person suggest things to me,see them walking up to me,laugh,or even hear them say my name. But things are sure turning out that way. I'm tired of being embarassed to be seen with them.So I've been wondering where we'll be next year. Or in three years? Even a person like me,who is rarely ever neurotic is starting to explode a little inside. I can only be SO nice and SO polite. And eventually,they might really see some ugly for a change. It's normal,but I feel horrible for thinking it. And even more so,because at the same time I look back at all the good times and think I'm really being a bichchch.

And just a bit of wisdom to anyone who's reading, if someone is giving you polite criticism on work that you OBVIOUSLY failed at, do yourself a favor and listen attentively and quietly. Especially if that person got a relatively GOOD grade on the same work you did. Remember that humans are NEVER perfect. There is ALWAYS something to improve on. Brushing the person off that's trying to help you,RUDELY,I might add is not a benefit to yourself at all.

I'm sorry for that everyone,but I feel like I'm going to blow pretty soon.

I got my research paper back from my english teacher today!! I don't know if I ever told you guys,but I wrote it on Ayatollah Khomeini...o.o Don't look at me like that!! I thought it'd be pretty interesting to write a paper about him. One,we had just finished the unit on Iran in my Social Studies class,two we had seen the movie Not Without My Daughter and I was really curious about the lifestyle in Iran all of a sudden.And three,I chose him simply because no one else would pick him to write their research paper on. When I was looking through library books for information that'd suffice,I learned so many interesting things. I can't imagine doing my paper on a person who's culture wasn't as amazing!!!

Random thought: I like how fashion is one of the things in my life that I enjoy,but I don't even care to know the big fashion designer's names!! Truthfully,I think they're all boring. Who cares about them? If I ever go on to become a fashion designer I want to focus on myself,not someone else and their stuff. I am my own unique self and I don't need to know ANYTHING about people I don't care about. And that's all!! :3

And those are my rants of today!!

I seriously can't wait for the end of school. I'm tired of all this schist. I can't wait to just hang with my cousin and relax for awhile.

I'm going to my friend's party this weekend and I'm super excited!!! OH!! And my mom had a change of heart and told me I could go to my friend Selena's party also!!! It'll be great since the last time we really hung out was like,6th grade!! Dx

Ahh that whole part about the party sounded very shallow,huh? :3

Hopefully I'll be changing the theme and music this weekend.

Anyway,I think that's enough!! xP

Love you~~

Thanks for reading,

Ani

TGIF!!Thank God for Inventing Frijoles...?

2010-06-04T15:42:00.005-04:00

EDIT:Changed the music~

Hi~!!!!
It's friday!! It was a great day too.An hour ago I was hyper beyond belief. xD Wanna know WHY??? Right before lunch,my friends came to my locker and gave me a poster of Jesse they found in a magazine.It's unbelievable how much of a fangirl I acted like once I had gotten a glimpse of that poster.x3 Yeah so all of lunch I was on crack-Jesse crack,that is~ And Art class, I took the fabric Haley was going to use for the cover of her book and became a muslim woman with a scarf(I ALWAYS forget the correct word for that).
Needless to say,that poster is now taped up to the wall next my bed. :3

AH!!! I just remembered!! My art is going to be in my school's art show,tonight at 6!! I REALLY want to go. Apparently they're auctioning it off and the artist gets part of the profit!! Isn't that AWESOME!?? So hopefully my mom'll be home soon,so she can drive my brother and I back to the school. And she can see my painting of the orange flowers!!
Hmm, I think that's all I wanted to share...OH!!! So all the seniors went on their senior trip on Thursday!! I miss everyone,I'm glad they'll be back on Monday. Even though I really hope they had a lot of fun!! This next week coming up will be my last week of 10th grade. Wow. It's scary to think that it's not ever coming back again. But the good thing is that I'm a little closer to my future goals.

I really have to do well on my regents!! I'm only worried about the science one,the spanish and the english essay. Oh and maybe the social studies essay. I'm really bad with them.Dx I used to be really good at english essays. The other day I was looking through my work in English for 9th grade and I was really proud. I did a great job,if I do say myself~ hohoho~
I remember that I wrote my own add-on to the ending of Many Waters by Madeleine L'Engle. It's one of my favorite books and when I read my add-on again I thought it sounded almost like it was part of the book originally.
I found some of my mother's old books and looking at the genre of the books,I think maybe she read Madeleine L'Engle's books too. It'd be cul if Many Waters was her favorite book too.

Anywaay,I think I'm gonna update my wishlist again. I can think of several things off the top of my head that I want more than anything right now...:3 I might change the theme or music,or both. I dunno,I kinda like it right now. The song suits the theme too,so I dunno guys. I'll tell you if I change things~!!

I feel like going to elouai to make a few dolls now.

Well,that's all!!
Looooooooooooove,
Ani

New Days~

2010-05-31T15:18:00.007-04:00

EDIT:I started this post on May 31st but it was finally posted today: June 1st!!

Hey everyone!!!

Right now,I feel inspired. You know how in the movie Whisper of the Heart,Shizuku wrote a story to see if she had a gem to cut out of the stone? I just thought I need to see if I have a gem to cut out too. And if I have one,I'll need to polish it. All that means is that,I want to test myself to see if I have any talent. And I find something of worth,I'll polish it until I'm at my best,that make sense? :3 I can't wait!! This summer feels like it'll be full of self-discovery. And someday when I'm older,I'll be sure to credit Jesse McCartney with inspiring me. It was HIS song that I was listening to when I thought this up(she's no you).

Kay so moving on,I had such a fun weekend.On Sunday,my mom came to Kelly's to come pick me up and when she noticed Kelly would be at the house alone once I left,she told me that Kelly could come with us to my family's cookout!!! My favorite favorite FAVORITE cousin Fortuuuuuuuuuuuune came and Chris and I dogpiled her like usual!! x3 My sisters came and so did my sister's bf and their baby,Caden!! I love having a nephew so much!! So anyway we had a ton of fun and Kelly got to meet my crazy family~

Today was a very fun day too!! Aside from poison ivy I got the other day flaring up under one of my eyes during 6th period. It looked like a 3rd degree burn soon after.I went to the nurse and she gave me ointment for it. It poofed up and got really dark during Math. But during lunch it cleared up some so that you could only see a red ring under my eye. On the bus it disappeared. I was thinking of it as a test. To see if my newfound confidence was here to stay or not. It turns out that is. My friends were very helpful. They helped me to brush it off and it was so nice to know that they loved me anyway-even though I looked like I'd been a barfight. xD

(Poison ivy. Looks innocent right? Maybe even pretty? xD)

Right now,I'm listening to Jesse McCartney(who else?!!) and getting ready to make kimchi soup with tofu for the book club movie night tomorrow!!
I feel so content now. I really love my friends. I feel happy and appreciative of the good life I'm living right now. I feel greedy,wanting more but,that's bound to happen with everyone. Hopefully I can find what I'm looking for.

Bye my loves~,
Ani

Take your sweet time~

2010-05-28T21:56:00.012-04:00

Hi everyone~

So,I'm STILL stuck on Jesse. I can't help it!! He is(or was) such a sweetheart,jugding by the lyrics of his old songs. So anyway,still at Kelly's~!! Today we really didn't do much. I slept until like,1:00. I woke up and felt a little angry at my parents,or my grandma. It had something to do with the dream I had. I really wish I could remember.

Later on in the day,we went outside to Kelly's backyard!!! It was a very pretty day out,even though it was a little humid. It was nice to be outside,especially since it's kinda cold in Kelly's house-ALL YEAR ROUND.

(^I took it myself!!Just looked up and took a picture.I could look up and get lost in the blue at anytime.)

Anyway,we were trying to set up a net so that we could play badminton. She asked me to pick up a rock from the garden-ish place to keep one of the poles in place.Guess what I found under it? A TON of maggots!!! I yelped and dropped that rock back down like any girl would do.I ran in a circle.o.o And then I walked back and saw a ton of tiny ants walking around on the surface of the rock. Some of them had went down from the rock and were trying to gather up the babies that had fell when I dropped the rock back into place. I felt a little bad. I also felt fascinated but disgusted at the same time. When we first walked out the back door,a bird flew away from the small tree near the door,very quickly. We looked in closely and noticed that there was a nest there,inhabited by a baby robin and three eggs. The eggs were such a pretty color. They looked like little turquoise rocks. We were kind of loud so I thought we might have been hurting the baby's sensitive ears(or whatever birds hear with). It's mother was scared to come back to the nest since we were there. I definitely felt bad about that!!;o; Hopefully the baby has been fed by now. And maybe the other three birds,if they have been born already.

(Kelly took this~)

Since we didn't have the badminton net set up at all,we took pictures of our epic poses with the rackets!!~ I also took a lot of pictures of the flowers. I wish I had flowers like those at my house.

(And I took this!!! I like how one is close to the lens and one is farther away. I dunno,it just feels more natural.)

I was just watching this episode of NCIS where this World War 2 veteran claimed to have killed his best friend. After his wife died(recently) he started to make calls to 911 confessing this. He looked so troubled,I felt horrible for him. If I ever came across an old man like that,I'd give him a big hug. My grandma needs one too. I can't wait to see her.It'll hurt to be at her house.Just thinking back to my memories of it,makes my eyes tear up. Someday we can make even better memories there. And then,maybe it won't hurt as much.

I dunno when I'm seeing Prince!!;w; Sadnesssssss.

Well,I guess that's it my friends~

Thanks so much for reading!!

Looooooove,

Ani

50th post!!!!

2010-05-27T20:25:00.011-04:00

You guys,I'm so sorry!!! I broke my promise,AGAIN!!!! ;o;

So everyone it's the 5oth post and I'm SO excited!!!And hopefully it's apparent now that I UPDATED MY THEME~~~ I love it!! For one it has a song my Jesse Mccartney(who I am obsessed with for the stupidest reason nowo.o)sang in the past.I was watching this KHII Parody and they used his voice. I thought it sounded MUY smexiii so I started searching all his music. And before I knew it,he became one of my new husbands~(besides the Prince of Persia and Roxas who is pretty much the same as Jesse=loooooooooooove). His voice is so amazing and he is gorgeous. *o* It's funny that when I was little,I wanted to be a tomboy and didn't want to have anything to do with girly things. To me Jesse Mccartney was a symbol of annoying fangirlness. I used to really dislike him and me and my brothers used to make fun of him a lot. So it's pretty ironic that he's like,my lover now. xD

Here's a picture of his extreme hotness for your eyes to digest,yes?

*drools and foams at mouth*

I could keep at this FOREVER. He has so many great pictures and he's the perfect eye candy!!!

Kay so moving on~

In school a few days ago,we were supposed to write five senses poems in English. I wrote mine on Tranquility because it's one of my favorite feelings.

Wanna read it? :3

Tranquility is blue like the still but rippling waters of the lake.

Tranquility sounds like the soft fluttering of a passing butterfly.

Tranquility tastes like the clear dew of the grass.

Tranquility smells like the sweet perfume of the flowers,slowly wafting by.

Tranquility looks like the eye of the hurricane.

Tranquility feels motionless,like you are just in being.

My teacher told me she liked it a lot. She handed everyone's poems back today and people presented theirs in front of the class if they wanted. I didn't go up at first until my teacher went "Ani!! You should go up,I really liked yours!!" And the whole class turned around and was like yus. xD So I felt pretty special.~~

I've been working very hard on my storybook. I can't wait to show you all!!! It's due next next monday!! x3 June 7th~~ I'm pretty excited for the summer. Which is kind of rare. Even though I'll miss school very much. I have to say that this year is my favorite year of school here upstate overall. I've made awesome new friends,become closer to the ones I already have. I learned so many things and really pushed myself. And even though I just met Haley this year, she's become one of my closest friends already!!! We're total opposites,I think that's what makes our friendship the most special~~ness.

Ah and I can wear my cuteness bathing suit on the beach this summer,almost forgot!!! xD My first year at the beach with a bikini.~~~

This is pretty random but I remember when I was really little, I used to love Totally Spies!! One day I asked my older brother which Totally spy he thought I was the most like. And he told me,none of them. He hoped that when I grew up I wouldn't be nearly as superficial. xD My brother is the best.

Well I guess that's all!! Right now I'm listening to Jojo's 'Get Out(Leave)'. I remember this from years ago!! I used to like her a lot!! That same brother who said he didn't want me to be a superficial Totally Spy told me I reminded him of Jojo. Also Shadowcat from XMEN. x3

I wonder what happened to Jojo??? She needs to bust back out with a new album!! She has a bootiful voice,yo~ Seriously though!! Plus the beat and melodies of her songs are so cul.*u*

Haahahaaaa,so that wasn't a clear-cut goodbye.

Anyway,love you guys!!!

Byeee~,

Ani

Apologies!!!!

2010-05-25T19:54:00.009-04:00

I'm so sorry!! I broke the promise,this is a day late!!! Dx

Yesterday I was honestly planning on coming on to post, but I had a teensy little argument with my mom about something and I was kind of too pissed to do what I had to do. No,so the argument was about how I wanted to go to my friend's graduation. I was upset because I wanted to go to my friend Ericka's party and my friend Selena's party too. She had no reason to be worried since she knows the both of them,Ericka was the president of our 4H club. And Selena is daughter of our math tutor. Both of them are really great friends to me and I really wanted to make it to both of their parties. But I also thought that it'd be great to go to my friend's graduation. She's LEAVING,so is Ericka and every other senior who I became friends with this year. I told my mom that if she wanted I could be picked up and dropped off so she'd have nothing to worry about and also that she could talk with my friend's mom on the phone. But she EXPLODED telling me I wasn't 'the only person in the family' and that two parties and a graduation were too much. So I was upset. I went to watch Law and Order:CI and then I went to go paint. I missed the last episode of 24. But I wanted to paint and so I did.

Anyway,by far I feel like this is the fastest year of school I've had so far. Maybe because it was so much fun!!! I got to grow and branch out. My shell is certainly broken. Heck,that shell is ash,it burned in a fire!! I'm happy I got to meet a lot more amazing people,I got to learn more about myself,and what I'm going to do in the future. I hope next year is as much of a learning experience for me as this one.

Well it is a school night and I can't stay on the compy for long. So I think I'll just leave it at this!! :P

I'm going to reply to cbox and bloggy friend related stuffs now. Hopefully I'll be able to get back to AJ this weekend. SPEAKING OF THIS WEEKEND:You know how my super hotness husband is going to be debuting in the movies on Friday??? I found out I don't have school!!! So me,Kelly,Malaga and Momo the original glasses group shall be going to see the movie!! Hopefully in IMAX. I'm SO excited everyone!!! And apparently there's supposed to be a marathon on USA of Law and Order:SVU,one of my FAVORITEST shows in the world~~~

Haha,byee everyone~

Looooooooove,

Ani

Sadness.

2010-05-23T19:21:00.005-04:00

I'm very sorry I haven't been able to post in awhile.

In truth,I would've posted a long time ago,had it not been for my parental units annoying me CONSTANTLY about blogging all the time. I don't even think they completely grasp what a blog is in the first place. =_= I asked my mom to come visit to see how much work I put into it. But apparently,she hasn't yet. Anyway,right now REALLY isn't the best time for me to leave a huge post for you guys.;w; What I think you'll be glad to know is that I've been working on my storybook for art a lot lately!!! I just feel inspired all of a sudden. One day I woke up from a nap and had a much more indepth idea for my book,LIKE MAGIC. I can't WAIT to show you guys once I finish!! In the meantime,you'll just have to be patient. :3Tomorrow,I promise I'll give you all a nice and long post~ I'll also be changing the theme!!!! I'm getting sick of the same old song that's playing(even though I still LOVE it) and the ladybugs(love them too). x3Or maybe I'll just be changing the music...?I like the nice mellow feel my bloggy has about it right now~

I really miss you guys,it feels really wrong when I'm not posting!!! Dx I promise to write back to whoever left me messages in the cbox,and to go and comment on Candy and Lhezs's new posts!!!!

Loooooooooooove~,

Ani

NEWWW~

2010-05-16T14:26:00.006-04:00

Hi hi everyone!!

I'm so sorry I didn't post for awhile!!! D: I was EXTRMELY busy!! What with making cheese crumpets for my english project,my homework, trying to get to bed a LOT earlier and my parents not understanding how important the blogging is to me,I didn't have time to post!! So as you can see,I've changed the theme again!!! I've actually used this theme before in the past,but I bet most of you haven't even been going on my blog that long though,so you wouldn't remember!! >:3

Since Thursday, my baby nephew Caden had been over our house because my sister had to go to the hospital and she wanted my mom to watch Caden. I like him a lot!! He's a lot quieter than Bubby was when she was that small,even if he does cry a lot. It's just that I likes to be picked up a lot so it's hard to get things done. On Friday he started crying so I picked him up and walked over to the couch and sat down.He fell asleep again,and I fell asleep too. When I woke up,I saw him asleep and then I was like "oh" and put him back in his little crib. He's really cute.

Yesterday my mom woke us up at 6 in the morning(ugggggggggggh) and then we drove to the city to bring Caden back to my sister. We were supposed to be helping clean up the house for a potential buyer too!! But me and my brother fell asleep in my sister and her boyfriend's room for most of the time. My mom was maad. Dx So we quickly got up and helped out!! I got to hang out with my brother's girlfriend!! We went grocery shopping!! She's a really sweet person,I'm glad she's with my brother. I already feel like she's part of the family!!!:3 I didn't want to leave at one point,because my sister and her bf were going out to the train station to pick up my FAV COUSIN,Fortune who I miss like CAKE,and also I wanted to hang out with my brother Dashan!! I wanted to see Fatima too!! It sucks that everytime I'm in the city,it's always to do work!!D:

I wanna go back next weekend so I can actually see everyone!!

Today,I'm supposed to be going to my grandma's around 6:00PM. I still have to paint for my art project,I've got a math sheet, and some science review work,but I'm a legendary procrastinator so I'm not worried!!! >:PI've been stuck on Prince of Persia fanfics lately!! There are some REALLY amazing ones for Sands of Time,but not many people care about my prince I guess!!Dx The stories get few reviews.

Anyway,I've got some stuffs to do,so I'll talk to you guys later~

Byeee~,

Ani

NOT TALL~

2010-05-11T17:21:00.005-04:00

Hello~

Today's post shall be short my friends~ kind of like YOU!!

OHH,want some ice for that burn?? Okay enough idiotness and FAIL jokes.xD

So I talked to my guidance counselor!! I'm REALLY excited for next year!! I'm going to be taking such interesting classes!!!But at the same time,I'm kind of sad because all of my senior friends are leaving for college,so they won't be with me next year!! ;w; Anyway,I hope to make some more friends next year in my classes~

Ughhhh,my spanish teacher postponed my test AGAIN and I almost missed my bus!! But I kind of excuse her for it,because she had to have a meeting with another spanish teacher(Mrs.J),and she's pure AWESOMENESS.

My storybook is STILL delayed,sorry I broke the promise!!!

DDDD: Don't kill me!! o.oOur teacher was absent and I still wasn't sure what I wanted the measurements of the book to be.

Haley told me she didn't have to know a measurement!!

So yeah,PUZZLEMENT.

I've got homework my loved onessss,so please excuse this short little post. I don't know if I'll be able to post again tomorrow,though maybe the next day. I just don't think my dad is pleased with seeing me on the computer afterschool everyday.Dx

As compensation,here are some pictures of Yoon Eun Hye my IDOL~~

(One of the reasons she's SO awesome is the fact that one second she can take a cute picture and the next she can turn around and take a sexy one!! It takes skill and she definitely has it!! <3333)

Byeeee~

Ani

The time has come,once again!!!!

2010-05-10T16:39:00.010-04:00

Hi my readers~!!!

Guess what? Remember when I told you that my friend was making her own blog for translations of J-pop??? She did it!!! It looks adorable, and although she just started it out,I KNOW it's gonna do very well!!!Plus, the name of it is SO well thought out. She's named it "Everyone's Melody"!! I've put her page in "Friends' Blogs" under "Kelly" with the heart symbol next to it. I'd type it in next to the name,but everytime I do so, blogger deletes the whole paragraph after it. It's VERY annoying. Please go visit her page!!! Though you might wanna wait a little until she puts a cbox up so you can comment!!

Said Kelly, has JUST discovered Coffee Prince and according to Pristine,is MUY hooked.

And I just want to say, again: WE TOLD YA SOOOOOO~~~ >:3

So anyway,I had no idea there was such a thing as a lazy monday, but here I am,and it's happening right now.I'm sitting here at the computer with a bowl of chips~~ I just feel relieved!! This morning I was rushing around,super worried about all the work I had to do once I got to school. I had a checklist of things I needed to do.x3

But now that it's all taken care of,I don't have to worry,no mores~

Well except for my schedule. I was supposed to go and talk to my guidance counselor about what I'm taking next year(for 11th grade~!!Oh yeaaaah,definitely getting there xD). Earlier in the year,I decided I wanted to drop Spanish and focus on starting French. But, recently I realized how stupid of a choice that would have been. I mean,one of my goals is to learn lots of languages and meet a lot of new friends in the process. Spanish IS a language,and I do want to make many friends around the world. It's so interesting to learn them and I love to speak with people. Plus,Spanish is probably one of the easiest languages I could learn. If I drop this and then expect to learn other most likely harder languages,I'm kind of contradicting myself. So guys,if you're interested in other languages,it still doesn't hurt to take spanish. By getting a good grade in your spanish class,you're showing that you can succeed in any language you are interested in and it's a very good thing. Don't be lazy like me and totally give up for a year. If you do mess up,make sure you fix things up. Colleges look at EVERYTHING. I totally screwed up in Spanish this year,but next year I'm going for the GUSTO!!!! x3

So,I'm going to take French 1 but I'm also going to continue with Spanish 4.

There was something else I was worrying about,but it temporarily left my brain. Maybe it wasn't that important. I've got a few tests tomorrow,including a Spanish speaking test(that was supposed to be TODAY but the teacher didn't mark it in her book.>> Whateverr,I don't care when it is,as long as I get it done.),but I'm not very worried at all. I really want summer to come quickly. I haven't sorted out what I want to do for my 16th b-day. Whateverrr I'll figure it out.:P

This'll be the first summer I can come to visit Kelly's house!!! And hopefully I'll be going to my other friend's house to play with 3D chalk ,Haley's to play with the chickens and the goats(which no one likes but me o.o) and to go see Fatima!!!

(^Isn't that CUL?!! x3 There are even better ones on photobucket. Type in 3D chalk art. Me and my friends AREN'T doing this kind of chalk drawing btw.xD I meant,we're going to get the Crayola 3D chalk from the store and draw on her driveway.)

OH!!That thing I forgot came back!! It was just that I feel a little guilty for not starting my storybook yet!! Plus,if we don't do work for awhile in class,our teacher drops our grade a little. I don't want that!!DDDD: I promise I'll start TOMORROW in class!!! I just need to figure out the dimensions I want the book to be.

Byee~

Ani

Shooot!!!!

2010-05-09T11:33:00.015-04:00

Hi hi!!!

Haha so I was re-reading my last post and realized how weird that sounded.o.o I know SOMEONE was probably saying "Oh,so the girl who says she supports Obama ALSO supports pedophilia...now THAT'S saying something." o.o That's really not what I was trying to get at though. I just meant that, Japanese culture is different in this aspect(what they allow children to watch and read about). I mean CLAMP also included a homosexual couple in Cardcaptor Sakura (Yukito+Toya).Tomoyo was also in love with Sakura,although Sakura always considered her a best friend and Tomoyo only wanted Sakura to be happy. But,the whole point is that, I'm really happy that they aren't scared to show things as they really are. And if you'd like to really know how sweet all the couples and love are,watch it then!! It's a classic and I always like to just go back and watch it!!!

Last night,I woke up at 12:00AM because I heard noises. I was frozen in my bed and really scared to move. I thought I heard this weird noise going over and over. I also thought I heard a really deep voice say "WHO'S THERE?!!" because it knew I was up somehow!!I thought it was an alien. I was really freaked out. And at that point I ran into my mom's room!! I slept in there on the couch until 5:00 and then I went back to my own room. And my mom told me while I was in her room,that the noises downstairs were my brother and my dad,because they had just gotten in from helping my sister. But I was too scared to go back to my room at the time...how old am I again?

YUUUUCKKKKK,I have to rewrite a scene from Macbeth for my group in english class. Dx We have to go up and act it out. I liked the scene I picked out before because I had a ton of ideas for it. But my friend made me change it because she didn't like it. I can't think of anything funny for this scene and my other partners haven't thought of anything so far. Hopefully they'll come back to school tomorrow with some ideas.Otherwise,we are going to fail.YAY.

EDIT: Haley told us she has an idea.YESS!!!!No failing for us!!!

(^We finished this movie on Friday~)

Haha!!The Prince of Persia movie commercial keeps coming on tv and I keep squealing like the fangirl I am, everytime!!!! xD He's just SO cute!!! The second I saw him on the cover of the video game I looooooved him!!*o* The way he speaks is so adorable,plus he's always sarcastic and making fun of everything!!I love his skill with sword fighting and he's so clever. I REALLY want Kelly and Malaga to go see it with me,but Kelly thinks it looks scary for some reason >>. Malaga'll probably want to see it though,she knows how much I love him and she's played part of the game. I think I'll just force Kelly to come with us. >:3

Or maybe I'll be going to see it at IMAX with my family...?

CAN MAY 28TH PLEASE COME FASTER?!?!

And that's all I wanna say!!! Bye bye~ Let's hope I finish my homework and get to bed ontime,ehhy?? AND, I don't get scared of the dark again tonight. DDD:

~Ani

Big Bang!!!~

2010-05-08T17:47:00.006-04:00

Hey guys!!!^~^

Today's been a very lazy Saturday for me!!! Well after I woke up at 4:00 in the morning and got scared because I thought the owls were going to get me,I went back to sleep and woke up again 7:00AM. Then,I started listening to the KH soundtrack and writing random stuff in my journal. Before I knew it, I was making lists of things my friends can improve on. And I asked Kelly to make a list of things for me to improve on!!! I'm kind of excited to get it,because I want to be the best person I can be(as corny as that sounds;;;). But it's also criticism so if it's a little harsh I should be able to take it.

My brother and my dad went to help my sister(the one who just had a baby) move back into our brownstone. The neighborhood where she,my other sister and her boyfriend were before was too dangerous for the new baby. So I'm glad they're moving back in!!!

Today I had a little blast from the past and watched Yugioh!! I was OVERJOYED when I realized it was on tv today~~!!! But now that I'm older and I see what they did to Cardcaptor Sakura when they americanized it,I know that the Yugioh I grew up watching was a ruined version of the original.Dx I feel so horrible for the people that watched Cardcaptor Sakura here in America. For one,they renamed all of the characters american names!!! And they got HORRIBLE voiceovers. They also omitted a lot of key points of the show because they were deemed unsuitable for american children. Like how their homeroom teacher is in love with one of the girls in her class.It would've been considered as pedophilia in America. But,he was really in love with the girl(it was mutual) and they weren't doing anything wrong!!They were supposed to be married when she got older. I thought it was romantic!!>w<~

Anyway,thanks to my new friend Riffy here on blogger,I now am in LOVE Big Bang!!!!!x3 I heard about it a lot on AJ forums but this time I actually gave it a try!!xD

Well,I was in the middle of watching Harry Potter I think I'll go back now.:P I love how this is like,my hundredth time watching this and I'm just noticing that Daniel Radcliffe is so so so so cute.*u*Haha.

Bye bye everyone!! Pray I get my homework done!!!>:3

~Ani

-Insert sucky title-

2010-05-07T15:03:00.014-04:00

EDIT:The theme and music and all other stuffs are changed~

Hi hi my loves~

I'm sorry I didn't post for like 3 days. I was barred from the computer for "surfing" or whatever...Parents are dumb sometimes.=_= Anywaaaay~ today was alrightttt. I missed my Malaga!!! She went with all the other JROTC peoples to Washington D.C. I will be soooooo pissed if they get lucky and get to see Obama on accident(even though I can tell that all of them probably hated Obama and wanted Mccain to win...please pause for a moment to virtually laugh in their faces. Okay I'll stop. That could provoke a ton of controversy right there.).

Actually,this is perfect time to talk about why I like Obama in the first place. So people think that since I'm african american,the main reason I'm all for him is that he's the first african american president. And sure,that's PART of the reason,but not the whole thing. You know what I liked? How when he was running,all of the people,of all races joined together and voted for him.He united everyone. He wasn't only an inspiration to black people,he was an inspiration to all minorities. I don't care what anyone says,I'll continue to support him.People have a ton of schist to say about him now and all that healthcare stuff.But you know what? If we had gotten that Mccain dude as president,things would've been even worse,I'm sure of it. Everything about him said "SECOND GEORGE W. BUSH". Everything about him said "END OF THE WORLD" and "END OF AMERICA" to me. And,Mccain wasn't loved nearly as much as Obama was.

(^I thought this gif was funny but I'm not even sure it'll work.Dx)

I think this whole healthcare thing is just an example of "appreciating the things you have". Because if he we didn't have Obama,we'd have Mccain and we'd all be dead by now because of some nuclear explosion. The way I see, you may not think Obama is doing a great job,but we're all going to end sometime.If we end because of Obama's decisions,then oh well. I'll accept it. Because who ELSE do we have? It's pointless to complain about things that cannot be changed.At least I'm SURE we're living longer under Obama's presidency than how long we would've lived if we were under Mccain's presidency. I don't have problems with anyone in particular bashing him. Everyone on this earth is different(enough anyway),with their very own views. So some people have a legitimate reason. Others are just haters.

Ohhh guys I'm so sorry!!! I just had to get that out. I hear SO much crap about Obama at school and it's frustrating not being able to voice my opinion. I hope I don't lose a lot of my readers!!!><

I just went into some stuff that people could have HUGE objections to!!

Soooorrrrrrrrrry.D:

Anyway,on a lighter note, I found the cutest album on photobucket. This album has the most adorable little icons and gifs and pictures. Probably korean because their gifs are LOOOOVE~

Maybe I'll be nice and give you the url...>:3 Maybe not. Hmmm. Oh wait the url's long and blogger doesn't let me copy and paste things(stupaaad). So just go to cutemummy08 's profile. It's love,I tell ya~!!

I might change the theme today. And music. It depends if I find anything cute I'd like to switch it to. And you'll know whether I do or not,because things will MAGICALLY,uooooh be DIFFERENT~. Oh yeaaaaaah~(<---I'm tempted to put a picture of the kool aid man up right next to that.)

I know this is a little irrelevant,but I'd like you all to please stay positive,kay? Things work out so much better for you if you think optimistically. Like take blogs for instance:one of my close friends started her own blog at the beginning of last year,shortly after I started mine. But because she posted things like "So everyone(if anyone actually comes here)" what she wrote kind of came true. That and she just completely lost interest in the blog beforehand. Whereas with me, I remember when I had my first website in 6th grade I worked on it and spoke on my blog and pages like if that website had thousands of viewers. And I continue to do that now!! I'd probably STILL do that,even if I had like,one regular visitor.xD So yes everyone,keep fighting~!!!>:3 And,let's all hope that, once she starts her new site, where she'll post translations of jpop songs(because she's a language genius *u*) she'll be cocky like me and think she has a million visitors!!!!

EDIT: I typed "optimistic" into the search engine on photobucket to see what'd come up. Britney Spears. Whhyyyyyy?

....I was gonna write about my X-men dream but I feel like I've already told the whole world about it. It WAS prett~ay amazing. x3 Let's just say,I woke up feeling like I could fly.LITERALLY.

And there we go,I'm all done my sweets~. Haha now I feel like putting up a picture of an old witch because I said "My sweets".

I love you my [remaining]readers~

<3~,

Ani

Beginning of the week.

2010-05-03T19:51:00.008-04:00

"A world without you. A dream of a world without you..."

Hey guys~

Today, when I first woke up,I automatically knew today'd be a day of reflection for me. And that was either because I really need to ruminate on things or because the night before I had been watching Mulan. x3

(^I wish I could be here.)

Nothing much happened today. Well nothing that I'd like to share.I'm sorry my post is so dull today. Maybe I just don't feel like I'm in a talking mood? I just feel thoughtful. I found songs from the Birth By Sleep soundtrack on youtube. The music is very dreamlike,a lot more than the KH games that came before it.I'm very excited for that game. I might be getting my own psp and my own copy of bbs just so I can play that game without being interrupted. My brothers have psps and one of brothers told me he wanted to get it,but I don't want to share. xD(<---That's wrong kiddies,you should share!!)I want to immerse myself in it as much as possible.

I've told you guys right? That Kingdom Hearts is something that touches me in my heart severely. I don't like to play just because of how cul the gameplay is. Rather,I find a lot of beautiful elements and parts of the story that help me to see the world in a more pure light.And keep me going when not much else can. That game is the world to me,it really is. Because,it was so nice to find some understanding in something,someone. Even though it isn't a person I can confide in. It's a sad feeling sometimes,when no one can understand you. But I can always look in my heart and find KH and all of the lessons I've learned from it.The feelings I had when I realized that I could find what I spent everyday wondering about in it as well. And I feel,like it'll be staying there forever. I hope that one day, I can meet someone who also sees this.

Anyway,I really don't have much else I feel like sharing. I'm glad bbs will be out this summer. I can't wait.I'm sorry that was so horribly,boring. I promise I'll write about something a lot better next time.

<3,

Ani

I miss people.

2010-05-02T19:06:00.012-04:00

EDIT:Tomorrow is my little brother's birthday!!He's turning 12.
He also gets to have 12 presents this year.

Hey guys~!!!
I'm back from Haley's party!!

It was a lot of fun. I knew everyone that went and they were all really nice people. But,I wasn't part of their group. All of them were best friends and I kind of felt like an outsider. I know they didn't mean to make me feel that way,it's just how it was. I hope that sometime I can become better friends with all of them. They were hilarious.

I got to see all of Haley's chickens and ducks and goats before we left for the waterpark.

(^It's a bit random to include a picture of Stitch. But it had ducks!!xD And it was one of my favorite scenes. When he was alone in forest and said "I'm lost." because he wanted someone to find him. And I found something in that part.)

I had a lot of fun on all of the rides at the park and I was really glad that there was an even amount of us so no one had to go on a ride alone(most likely me). We got to go to the arcade and I used up all of my coins on the motorcycle game.It was worth it though~!!! Although I kind of regretted it a little,when I saw this ninja game I wanted to play,this jungle game and this game where you have to jump over this fast light!!

And I bought some gemstones and rocks!! Whenever I see them in souvenir stores I always get stuck on them and play with them for a long time. It was my first time getting them!!!xD

Late at night we saw this really creepy movie called The Fourth Kind. I don't even want to think about it anymore. Except, owls are scary to me now.After the movie,we tried to calm down by watching a workout video. xD And we turned on all the lights in the room. I didn't get to sleep until around 4 or 5 in the morning. The others were sharing beds so they were fine. I was sleeping alone and so was Haley. I kept the tv on all night. And we kept the blinds closed.

Haley's little brother was 8 and he was a little genius,seriously he was like Smart Guy!!x3

The whole time seeing Haley with her best friends,it made me sad. Because I miss my best friends and one I haven't seen for years. I wish I could just have a party and all of them could come to it like things worked at Haley's. But things are not that simple with my friendships unfortunately. I miss them all very much.

3 could come because they live nearby,but it wouldn't be much fun at all without all of them.

So I was thinking that maybe this year for my 16th birthday,this summer I can go to Disney world with my cousin Fortune and I'm sure that'd be reallllly fun.

And then someday, Yukiho can come back and she can meet all my other best friends and I'd be the happiest I've been in awhile.

Anyway,I'm happy to be home. I really missed my family.

I have a little homework left.

I need to do my math sheet and study for the spanish speaking test.

I need to write my friend Secil and Yukiho letters back. And I still feel horrible about the penpals.But I get unnerved seeing all of those emails I didn't answer.And more just keep piling in everyday. I'm overloaded!! o.o

Byee and thank you for reading(even though this post was super FAIL)~!!

<3,

Ani

PS. I really need a memory sd card for my phone so I can share my pictures with you guys!!><

Bubby broke my camera so that's not working anymore.

Floating along.

2010-04-30T18:34:00.012-04:00

EDIT:Oh I almost forgot!!Today is Haley's birthday!! On April 24th it was one of close friend's birthdays too and I totally missed my chance to post on here about it or even tell her happy birthday because I fussing over my new nephew.;o; I'm soo sorry Toshea!! I love you!!!!!~~x3 And here's a cake for those two~:

Hello everyone~

Today was also a wonderful day. Now,I'm home and relaxed.^.^

It's a nice feeling. A content one.

Well anyway~~ in my art class,we are supposed to be working on a pop out book. We will be writing a little story and then illustrating and creating the book ourselves,and the art will pop out of the page!! You know,like the kind of book where as you turn the page the image pops out,literally!! I hope to come up with a good story soon. Because,the book should have a piece of me in it. I read my friend's draft of her story. She definitely took a piece of herself and put it in the story. Basically,the story was about what dread can do to a person,how affects the life and other feelings of a person and their surroundings. She personifies all of the feelings in her story.She is working on choosing different animals to represent certain feelings too.And,the only thing to remedy the dread is love. She said she started writing it when her dog died. This friend is Haley,by the way~

So,I hope to write a story with as much meaning it as Haley's did.

Speaking of art,my art teacher is such a nice person. She always comments on my outfits. Today she said that the way I dress is very creative, but it's not like I'm dressed for a carnival,it's very classy. She said I could be one of the best dressed people in the school. But I disagree. I have several idols at school and the way they dress is a lot culer than the way I dress. Plus,my friend Kelly has some really adorable clothes. Half of the clothes I own came from her closet anyway(anything she grew out of),it's just that we're two different people so I wear the clothes differently than she does. And then this whole discussion made me think about how confused I am about what I want to do with my life after college.But anyway,my ego's going to grow HUGE.

Moving on~

Umph,I should probably be finishing my homework,because I won't have enough time to finish it when I get back on Sunday.=_= Whaaaaaaaaaatever.

Pokemon entertains me.Seriously!!

For one,it's so much fun to raise and train the pokemon. And just by seeing which pokemon are a person's favorites you can tell a lot about that person's personality.

And,when everyone comes of age, they have to go out and find their way in the world along with their pokemon. They get to encounter many things and experience many things. I really want to have and adventure like that sometime in my life.

With me,the things that I like the most,often boil down to this idea.

Haha, I play the Pokemon game I borrowed from Kelly on the bus all the time in the morning and I get strange looks but quite honestly,who cares? I never understand that. I think that the people who give you the strange looks for being a little different are a little jealous inside. They are caught up in their "busy",dramatic high school lives and then they see me,a person who is trying to get through high school living as leisurely as possible while still having good grades.:P

I think they should all just tap into their inner child and relax,A LOT.

Hmph. Now that I'm looking at things from the outside again(I think),I see that people with crushes are very silly. Why don't you just talk to the person instead of following them? There doesn't need to be any reason behind anything. You should just act on your first impulse.And the thing that just puzzles me the most. It sounds so stupid to say it,but why can't people be themselves? I think that,when you're being goofy and stupid with your friends you're noticed the most, and you are seen as a fun person. Everyone should just calm down,seriously.

And maybe that's all I had in my brain I wanted to get out.

I really should go on AJ. I miss all the jammers very much. And maybe I should just cancel that penpal thing. Too many people.><;;;

And I should probably get ready for the party tomorrow too.

Nobody I really know is going to be there except Haley. So pray I make some new friends there,kay?~

I wish Static Shock was on. And every other show I used to watch when I was little.I miss them.Cartoon Network officially SUCKS now. I don't even give disney channel the time of day anymore,unless they're playing a movie I like. And Nick is surprisingly still okay with me.

Woah that was way off tangent.

Well,byee guys~

Thanks for reading!!

<3,

Ani

Great great GREAT!!

2010-04-29T16:23:00.009-04:00

Today was GREAT!!!

To anyone that was worried about me,it's okay I feel absolutely fine. I know I'll miss them all my life,just like my cat Pepe(who was my best friend when I was little) and my mother. But,they'll always be in my heart. Just like the people that I love that are far away and everything that has an impact on me. So you see friends,everything's fine. I hope my grandma is okay.

Yesterday I felt like suuuuper donkey pisssss.D:;;; My eyes were all tired-ish and foggy I fell asleep in 3 of my classes. I didn't REALLY wake up until 8th period, when I ate!!! So I skipped the book club movie night,because I was DEAD tired,didn't feel thaaat great,and left my research paper til the last minute(cuz that's how I DOOOO~~Z). That research paper turned out the total bombness,if I do say so myself~~MERF

(Elvis Donkey >:3)
Well as you can see,I gave the blog plastic sugery~ YES!!! So,this whole week my mom kept alternating between the idea of us all going down south to my Grandpa's memorial and the idea of us just staying here and waiting til the memorial up here in NY in 3 weeks. She's changed her mind three times, so just when I had told my teacher I needed homework for the 3 days I'd be out and told my friend Haley I couldn't go to her party, she SUDDENLY changed her mind. And it went back and forth like that for 2 more times. I SWEAR,if she comes home and says we ARE going, I will EXPLODE!!!>:(((

So yeah!! I'm going to Haley's party,I can't WAIT to go off the water slide(oh yeah,it's an indoor park resort place an hour away from home,yo xD)!! And apparently the other girls who are going are scared to share the same bed?(<----for whatever reason.o.o Seems strange to me but whateverrrr) SO I GET A BIG BED TO MYSELF AS OPPOSED TO SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR IN A SLEEPING BAG!!! Well I'm NOT sleeping on the floor either way,so whether I get my own bed or not,I'M SLEEPING IN A BEDDDDD. I mean,it's a HOTEL. Why on EARTH would you sleep on the floor!?!? So yaaaah~~~

I wish I could go to the Coffee House tomorrow,but I wouldn't get home until,like 10. And I need that time to take a nice relaxing bubble bath~~and get ready for Haley's party yo~ both my bathing suits are here and very cute.~~

DO I SEEM HYPER TO YOU?!!?

Well,I've got not much else to say,except...OH!!! I'm gonna answer the cbox peoples RIGHT now!! And I'll try to write back to the penpals(I got WAY too many requests.Dx). And I still have to write Yukiho and Secil back.

I still didn't send that Persona game that was a total jip back. And tomorrow's the limit.Or was it today? Whatever.I don't care anymore.

Well,looooove you my darlings~

Thank you for reading.

Ani

Difficult.

2010-04-25T20:46:00.006-04:00

EDIT:I actually put a new song up and and edited the theme.All that needs to be changed is the AJ affiliate link and the 'time and day' add on~ And I need to write everyone back.=_= I'm tired though,and I have school tomorrow. I don't even know if I'll be missing some school for going to the funeral too.

Hi everyone!!

I'm really sorry I haven't posted in awhile!!!><

I also STILL haven't changed the music and theme to something stellar. I'm so sorry!! I haven't written back to my blogger friends in the cbox either!!! Or written back to my penpals. It's just that a lot of things have happened lately. My sister just had a baby,so now I'm an auntie!!!

But my grandpa just passed away on Friday. And that day I also learned that my grandpa's dog Cookie died 2 weeks before he died. I'm sad and still a little upset.I miss them both very much.
It'll be so weird to visit my grandma and not see Cookie or my grandpa. The other night I was looking back and remembering all of the good times we had together,when I used to sit in my grandpa's chair just to hear him say something about it,when he called me Junior, when we all played chinese checkers together,listening to the funny things he said to grandma,playing with Cookie,feeding Cookie,chasing her with a hose, going to Cookie's special hiding spot in the garden.Remembering any small thing makes my heart hurt.I lost two very important people.

So,I don't feel like talking to anyone.I promise that soon,I'll pour my heart out to you guys and change the theme and music,and write everyone back next time. But,right now,I just think I should sort things out with myself first.
I don't know when I'll be able to get back to posting.
I'm so sorry everyone.
I hope you still love me,even after abandoning you for who knows how long.

Bye,
<3
Ani

Yaah,busy!!!!!@@

2010-04-18T02:30:00.017-04:00

EDIT:Yaha!!! >:3 I totally forgot to tell you guys!! We played Disney Scene it...and I won by a LANDSLIDE!!! xD Not like that wasn't anticipated already~~
Kelly and Malaga cheated SO MUCH and they STILL lost!! How pathetic,huh? x3

So,guys,I've been on a roll for this week!! Hopefully I can keep this up,eh~~?

Oh guess what I found out!!!! That rude lady from the library I was talking about in the last post,happens to be our school's assistant principal!! I had no idea who she was before,but everyone I know was always talking about how they hate her so much. Now,I know why~!!

Kay enough of that!!!

I've been at Kelly's house since Friday and it's been muy fun~ >w<. I saw some adorable hair clips and bows and I was upset I had left my money in the car.D:I also saw this REALLY cute bubble bath for little kids when we went to the store. They had a disney princess kind!! Needless to say,I am definitely going to drag my mama to that shoprite!!!

We also saw this dude who looked like Biz the rapper!!! xD And he was beatboxing too,as he was walking!!! :3

I saw the Tegomassu concert and they were adorable,guys!!!!*u*

Massu fell onstage but he's so cute,he totally ignored it and Tego chan helped him up and they continued singing!!!~

I started watching a japanese drama called Gokusen and it's so CUL!!It has my MatsuJun in it,and Oguri Shun(he looks HOT in this one,and not like a gorilla,like in Hana Kimi =3=).

I also started watching the chinese drama,It Started With A Kiss. I LOVE the opening song!!!

Plus!!! It has that REALLY CUTE guy from the Taiwanese Hana Kimi(which I must say is 5000000 times better than the Japanese one),the guy that played Xiu Yi,Jiro Wang~~!!!!!

We played this game on wii called Fragile Dreams. When you think about it,the storyline is PRETT~Y creepy.o.o I mean,everyone is dead except you,pretty much. You're walking around looking for other survivors,pretty much in the dark. AND:there are crazy jellyfish soul things that are after you!!!!!

If you find certain objects and look at them in front of a bonfire,you can see what the person who the object belonged to before felt when they had it. And it's haunting knowing that whoever that person is,they're DEAD,long gone now. Plus there are these other big spirits that after you.At the opening of the game,they have this REALLY *ahem* suggestive shot of the girl wearing a really ripped up short dress crawling under a table to get a cat.

I like the fact that sitting in front of a bonfire heals you though. It reminds me of how in PoP Sands of Time, you have to drink water to heal.

I made a user on a new penpal website,yo~ One with lots of penpals,yus. I haven't heard from Matt in a REALLY long time.So he either forgot about me,or things have gotten SUPER busy in Korea.0.0 Same with Yukiho. But I'd expect that from,I guess. Because when she has a ton of work she doesn't write for awhile. And then eventually I get a ton of mail!!! x3 I miss her a lot.;A;I miss all my AJ friends.

Crap, and tomorrow, since I spent all my time goofing off here at Kelly's I'm gonna have to fudge all my homework SUPER quick and pick out a cute outfit and try to fix my hair(which is a PAIN).Dx

Oh!!My email told me awhile ago that the yesstyle bathing suit was shipped out on the 16th,so it'll be here REALLY soon!! I can't WAIT!!!

I should ask my daddy to buy me more asiajam and yesstyle stuff more often!! I NEED those clothes and beauty products.><(<---GOD that sounded shallow. I sounded like a spoiled rich girl.) Well,I'm getting a BIT tired. In the middle of the week,hopefully I'll be able to change the theme again.

Byeee~~

<3,

Ani

Middle of the week...

2010-04-14T19:20:00.013-04:00

Hi everyone~~

It's Wednesday,and apparently it's "stating the obvious" time too!!

Ugh, guys. So I was supposed to help out with an event involving serving senior citizens coming to visit our school. So after last period,I went to the library(where the whole thing was supposed to take place) and this lady comes up and asks why I'm there. I tell her I'm there to help out with the event. Then,she tells me that in order to help out,I need to have signed up for it beforehand or have gotten a note from my parents. My friend(who's one of the people in charge of this event or something)told me I could just show up and help out. But since I really didn't want to cause any problems I asked the woman if she could tell my friend that Ani left.And she said no because I wasn't on the list... Do you BELIEVE that bi*ch??? Seriously!! I screwed up by not signing up,but that's no reason for her to have a stick up her as* like that!! Plus,shouldn't she have been happy that someone cares and actually enthusiatic about taking care of senior citizens??!! I mean heck, in 5 years she could be considered one of them!! Ugh,some people are just so damn rude.

(^Haha look what I found!! Maybe this penguin should take care of that lady for me...)

Well anyway~~

When I got home,to calm down,I read some more fanfiction. No wait,I lied. I would've read fanfiction whether I was happy or pissed. I just finished another akuroku. It was by an author named AnnieChrist though I don't remember the name of it. The title started with "Amor"and it was a whole sentence in italian. It was SO amazing. I felt really horrible,because the author's brother recently(I think) died of an overdose and while she was writing the story,she was trying to get over the depression. I don't log into fanfiction so I couldn't tell her how sorry I felt. But,when I imagine losing one of my brothers,I feel horrible. I hope she'll feel better sometime.I hope she has good friends to help her get through it all.

Today was a nice enough-ish day. I've been trying to bring my grade up in spanish class but I totally forgot we had a hw sheet due today,so I had to hand it in half done and got a 58. It made me really sad. Plus,since my teacher really doesn't give out too much homework, (she's one of those "cul" teachers),if you miss just ONE hw,it counts so much in your grade. It SUCKS. I hate it.

I can't wait til this weekend.Me and Kelly and Malaga are going to have a Megane(glasses or four eyes xD) sleepover again,and I'm bringing...DISNEY SCENE IT!!! Which I happen to be THE champion at,pshaaaa~

It's nice to have friends who are willing to be immature with me.

Personally,I don't see why disney is even viewed as immature by people at all. I don't know about anyone else,but when I watch disney movies, I see truths and messages in them that I never understood when I was younger. They inspire me and give me hope. They tell me to keep going,even though I'd much rather be in a place more interesting doing more exciting things and seeing wondrous things.So I treasure my disney movies. They're kind of like a distraction for me,until I get to go out and experience amazing things for myself. Kingdom Hearts is also like that for me.

I hate how everyone always tries to find sexual jokes hidden in the movies too. Sure,it's really funny sometimes.But I'd rather the movies stay like a little oasis in my memories,that helps me to move forward.

The bathing suit I was talking about from delias came. It fits perfecly and I like it a lot. My things from frizzoff.com also came. Yesstyle told me that my bathing suit'll be shipped out on the 26th.And that's fine with me I guess,as long as it comes at all. So I can wear it on the beach when summer break finally rolls along.

Anyway, I REALLY need to start my homework *mentally slaps self again for procrastinating*

Talk to you guys later~~

<3,

Ani~~

Btw~ my brother and I aren't fighting anymore. Yesterday he was singing Mickey Mouse Jack in the Beanstalk songs and I joined in.Then he just randomly brought the games back in the room.And we were friends again,just like that!!

My sweets~~

2010-04-12T20:05:00.015-04:00

Hey everyone~~

So I've been mentally slapping myself since I got in from school,around 3. Because~~,one of the VERY first things I did when I got in was go to my phone and read more Akuroku fanfiction. It's addicting,honestly!! And I almost didn't come down to the computer to post for you guys!!;o; I finished 30 chapters of a story from 3 to 8(now). The story was called "The Catholic and the Rebel" and it's by the author,Sharmander. I LOVE her stories!!

(My lovers~~)

Gosh I'm kinda pissed right now.Okay guys so you see it's like this: my brother was sitting in the living room leisurely a little bit ago,eating snacks and watching tv. I asked if he finished his homework since our mom usually blames ME when his homework isn't finished. He completely ignored me. So I told him to go and get his homework. Then I went upstairs to get my own work and I found him standing in the same spot,STILL watching the tv. I told him to get up right now and go get his work. He said he was eating his chips.That's when I snapped,snatched the bag from him and noticed the bag was empty and he was pretending to eat chips the whole time. I screamed at him,and he is now upstairs. It's SO irritating when he's hard-headed!!

Gosh I'm sorry for sharing that!!! ><

Anywaaay~ on to other stuffs~~

I ordered the bathing suits and hair stuffs shortly after I finished my post yesterday. But unfortunately,yesstyle told me my order was put on hold!!!!! ><

Ooh I'll give you guys a picture of the one I chose in place of the billabong one!!! :

Ah!! I had something really strange happen last night. I woke up at 2:00AM for some reason. And I remember looking at the clock. And then,I saw a black figure in the dark,approaching me slowly. It had very long hair,so I assumed it was female.My eyes were very tired and kept flickering open and closed.I tried to keep my eyes open because everytime they closed and I opened them again,the figure got closer. I tried to turn on the light,or turn on the movie I had been watching before I went to bed,with the remote. Or even scream my mom's name!! But no sound would come out,and I couldn't move. It was scary. I fell asleep and I didn't even notice. And then it was gone.I think it may have been a hallucination. But who knows? What kind of dream is THAT detailed?

Anyway~love you guys, but I can't pop anything else out of my brain at the moment. I've still got spanish and math homework left,and my spanish grade needs to go up drastically if I EVER hope to do anything language related in the future(which I DO).

So,hopefully I'll have time to post tomorrow~~.

And I'm super sorry for ranting about my brother and then telling you guys a freaky story.o.o

Byeee,

<3,

Ani

You guys are lucky~~

2010-04-11T13:17:00.014-04:00

EDIT:I've added a time and day thingy and a counter from Sonya's blog! I changed the song too.

Hi my lovlies~

Yup you guys are muy lucky to be getting 2 posts from me in the SAME week!! I've been wanting to go back to how I was before,when I was able to have at least 3 new posts each week and I was able to change the theme and music at the end of the week. Since the end of the school year is coming,maybe I can make that work after all!!! ^0^

So I was going through the blogs I'm currently following and I went to my friend Sonya's blog, http://www.sunshineasianstuff.blogspot.com/ . Her blog is awesomeness yo~ the posts are pretty funny,plus I saw a bunch of gadgets I REALLY wanna steal.xD

So I shall ask permission for that!! And if it's a yes,I can add some culness stuff to my page,wooot!!!~~

I wonder if any of you guys have noticed that my visitors map at the bottom of the page is gone now? It was working earlier yesterday,but suddenly it just disappeared.o.o I reentered it into my template and it STILL didn't work so I just got rid of it. I'll miss it though. It was so cul to see the different people around the world that cared enough to visit my page.;o;

Remember the hair products from frizzoff.com that I was talking about in my earlier posts(back in September when the blog was first started)? Well,they've all run out and I have to order more. It's hard to imagine how I would've made it through this year of school without them. They really helped me to style my hair better. I've learned to love it even more. Plus the products have no chemicals and they smell great(like apricots and coconuts *u*)

I was invited to my friend's 16th birthday party(as amazing as THAT seems x3) and it'll be at a waterpark. So I'm getting two new swimsuits. Maybe one,it depends if they're too much money.

Here's my first choice:

It's from yesstyle's cookie 7 brand.

I love the fact that it has frills on it.That paired up with the color scheme(striped,gold and cream white) makes it seem innocent but also mature at the same time. It also resembles the shells at the beach very much,which is why I like the way the suit was set up for this picture.

All in all,it's an absolutely adorable suit,and I really want it.

It costs $63.00,it's expensive which is why even though it's convenient to have 2 suits,I don't want to make my parents spent a lot of money on both.

Here is the other choice:

This suit is from Delias and it's by billabong.

I would've gotten a suit by Roxy(because that brand has the same name as my husband!!! x3),but their bathing suits are kind of revealing. These ARE my first bikinis(besides the ones you wear when you're really little),and I'm not THAT daring.;;;

Moving on~~ this suit is called Tori Draver. I love that the design has flowers in it.The colors are very cute,and I'd feel pretty comfortable wearing this.

It costs $42.50.

EDIT:The bottom costs $42.50 but the top costs $44.50.If they're sold seperately(like I think they are now),I'm not getting this.I'll either find something else,or only get the first one. So just scratch the billabong one from your mind,yus? I wish I could get it,but people are butts.I'll take a picture of the bathing suit(s) that I actually get,kay~?

But yeah!! I can't wait to get them~~ This'll be the first year I'll be able to show off at the beach and all the bishies can see me... *u*

I'm excited for summer!!!

I really want to see Yukiho,I miss her very much.

So you guys,I shall write to you later~~

My mama is home and Bubby wants me to play outside with her.

Hopefully,I'll edit the gadgets and ask Sonya for permission later on today. I also,might change the music on the page.

Byeee!!!

<3,

Ani

A scandal and an OUTRAGE!!!!

2010-04-10T16:28:00.017-04:00

EDIT:First off,I need to wish my best friend a happy birthday~ It was on March 31st and I'm so sad I couldn't post exactly on her birthday.Dx Anyway~ Love you Fatima,I hope you had a wonderful day!!! <3

My sweet friends,and viewers!!

I feel SO guilty to have let you guys down again!!! ;o;

I was NOT planning on leaving this blog for SO long!! The truth is that over spring break I tried to edit the template and get started again,but I screwed up some codes and the whole background was naked!!! Dx I was kind of frustrated and not on my usual computer,so I thought I'd just leave it the way it was until I had time again,like NOW. Well my friends,you see that I LOVE you,I've edited everything~~~ My blog has this funky little spanish/korean theme and it's got indie-pop playing and a whole bunch of WINN~NESS things~~ <3

Anyway enough diversions,I'll fill you all in!!

Lots of stuff has happened since my last post. For one that thing I was talking about that I didn't explain,it was about a guy(can't believe I'm telling you guys but since I abandoned you all for awhile,I have to do SOMETHING to pay back;;;). Basically,I told how him I felt and I've felt that way since 7th grade. And we're back to being friends again~ I'm really happy now.

Over break,my cousin Fortune came over~love ya~ and we had so much fun.I really liked to have company in my room,and I really miss her.;A;

I ordered the Kingdom Heart Soundtrack and I was overjoyed!!! The day I got it,it was beautiful outside. The weather was amazing. So I sat outside on my deck in a chair and listened to the music while I looked at all the nature surrounding me. It was an indescribable feeling and it was one of those times where I wished everything could just stay the same,forever.

But of course,it didn't last.

I also received Utada's Single Collection cd but it didn't give me the same feeling.

I got the Arabian Nights book. It is very long,the language is sophisticated and the cover and back has gold and silver engravings of flowers. It's my other baby,besides my KH 358/2 Days game. Oh and Bubby~!!

BUT: Almost everyone female in the story is a...tart,or a loose girl except for Sharazad(spelling?) and Dinarzad.Like for instance,Shazaman,Shahrayar's younger brother went inside his apartments to pick up a gift that was supposed to bring to his brother,and he found his wife asleep with some cook(apparently,they weren't JUST sleeping the whole time.).So he cut them both in half!!!Then Shazaman was at his brother's palace.It was nighttime and he was looking out the window into the garden,when he saw his sister-in-law and 12 of her maids walk into the garden.The maids paired up with 12 white male slaves and um...stripped.... and then the Queen(sister-in-law) called this guy named Saleed. He jumped down from the trees!! And then everyone was doing IT in the garden. o.oShazaman saw it ALL from the window.

And then another time,Shazaman and Shahrayar were walking through the forest and they hid in a tree. Then,this Jinni comes and sits down. He opens up this container and this beautiful woman comes out. He praises her and calls her sweetheart,and then falls asleep in her lap. She then call up to the two kings and says they must come down from the tree,otherwise she'll wake the Jinni and he'll kill them in the most horrible way. So they come down,and she forces them to DO her,at the same time,or she'll wake the Jinni.Then she tells them this story about how all women are deceitful.And she collects their rings(she collects the ring of every man she makes do her.).

They weren't descriptive about these things,but they did use the word "dismounted" a lot whenever a guy got up from a female. -/////-

And so far, whenever they mentioned someone who was black,they said something incredibly racist. Like,the cook was extremely ugly and had grease all over him,and Saleed was ugly too and looked like a dog,according to the book.

But yeah,it's still my baby and still interesting to read~~~

I got the Persona 4 game for ps2 too!! But I was jipped. The game didn't work,even AFTER I tried putting non-gel toothpaste on to fix it(Kelly suggested it),and then isopropyl alcohol on(my secret weapon). D: So I have to send it back now,before the 3o day limit is up.

On Thursday of this week,I wore no shoes at school. It was to spread awareness. But I've explained this SO many times,I'd rather you just read the article or whatever instead: http://www.onedaywithoutshoes.com/ .

I promised I'd use PLA's skin,but I'm WAY too stupid to figure the code out. It's saved to my computer but I don't know how to set it up well. I know a certain computer genius-ish person so maybe the next time I go to her house,she can help me with that~.

OHYEAH~ Over break,I got my very first cell phone!!!! x3 http://www.strapya-world.com/ . Can't wait til I'm not BROKE~!!!

I want to go on AJ,fanfiction and tinierme!!!! ;o; I miss everyone!!!

Well anyway,I've written a ton!!! I don't want to ever leave this long again,but who knows?Maybe something'll happen and I won't have time to write for awhile.

Anyway,I love you guys!!

Thanks for reading~

<3,

Ani

No!!! Death BAAAAD.

2010-02-27T15:49:00.019-05:00

Oh guys,my sweet,sweet readers!!! TT A TT

I am SO sorry!!! My blog died for 2 months!!!!!! I haven't been on asiajam in who KNOWS how long,I miss you guys.>.<''' I miss my tinierme friends!!! And I missed PLA and Leticiaa!!!! T.T

Yaah I can't believe I did that to everyone!!!;w;

Good thing I have this potion that I revived it with!!!~:

No wait and a hi-potion too~:

Okay,the blog needed a MEGA-potion too~>:3 :

There we go blog.Are you not revived now?!?!

Well,as you can see,my blog has now gone into a flowery,lovey dovey-ish phase. It's partly because I thought it was cute and that might be how I'm feeling now(MIGHT),partly because I DESPERATELY want to watch the Love Marriage kdrama and many others(because they are soo adorable,I hate being deprived of them all for so long.;w;),and partly it's because the flowers are a gift to you.A way to say sorry for letting my blog die and leaving you with nothing to do!!~

And the flowers are a gift to my blog itself!!What can I say~?I LOVE you bloggy~

Okay so everyone,I'm kinda upset I wasn't able to get a post in on valentine's day. TT A TT

I don't have a boyfriend or anything but I still love valentine's day because I do love to see the couples and the cute decorations!! And~ I get to eat all my mama's chocolate every year~ *u*

And also,I would've been sad that I hadn't gotten AT LEAST one post in one February.

So yus~<3

One of my best friend's birthdays was on February 23rd. I wish I had been able to say happy birthday on my blog then!!! ;w;

Aw who cares,I'll do it NOW!! >w<

Happy Birthday Kelly!!!
We love you lots and lots~!!!

Thanks for being a wonderful friend and always being tons of fun!!

I'm making her something for her birthday and the next time we have another megane group meeting(sleepover for the original glasses club-Malaga,Kelly and I+and a visit from Momo),I'll be able to give it to her.I cannot tell you people what it is though, because if Kelly reads this entry,then she would know!!!>.<So I'll post a picture of it!!! And also the surprise picture that will be included...heheheh~.....

I REALLY don't know why my blog is so flowery right now.Like SERIOUSLY. It might be because I'm debating on whether or not,to leave my bubble world for someone. But that's HARDLY anything to be so flowery about. Ko-i? Perhaps~. But I've known this for 2 years,it's not anything new.-////- (<---And you guys have NO idea what I am going on about,do you? Too bad,I'm not explaining. xP)

I've been trapped in my house since Wednesday,because of the major snowday(more like snow week) we had here in NY. This is going to be a LEGEND. x3~ And NO!!Not like thtat scary movie with Will Smith(although he IS the bomb. ~)

BUT!!! I heard that since we got such a huge break,we got one day taken off of our spring break!!And if we have monday off, our whole spring break could be taken away!!! >:( That's not fair!! It's not our fault the weather wanted to bend to our will!!!

I got to talk to one of my friends that I've really missed during this break though,so I'm happy. And I can't wait to see him when we get school again. -/////////-

Over this break,I've been taking time to think over what I really want to do when I'm older,ever since I took a personality quiz that got me RIGHT ON THE NOSE. It said I have many dreams but I won't be able to do well unless I choose one to focus on. It also said I feel I can succeed no matter what I pick.Both were right.

So I've given thought to it,and I realized that I don't want to be held down.I've been gifted with many talents and I shouldn't downplay myself to make others feel better. Being a teacher would be alright but I wouldn't be happy. So I've decided, I want to be a fashion designer,ultimately. I'll sing as well,and model because I want to be part of the very beauty that fascinates me.It's what I really like to do. I'll definitely be successful and you all will be happy to have known me or read my blog posts while I was young!! >:3

I want to be a stylish girl and be able to whatever I like when I'm older!!I want to live a flowery,cute life,where everything beautiful surrounds me.

I'm not letting anyone boss ME around. And~ I am NEVER doing manual labor again,unless it's absolutely neccesary.Like helping out my family.

And there you go everyone!! Please wish me luck!! >w<

On a random note:everyone should go to www.elouai.com. I love to make cute little dolls and then make stories about them. The clothes and hairstyles and shoes they have are amazing.I can't wait til I can be that pretty!! >w<

And of course,everyone go to www.asiajam.com!! Become part of the forum and order some cute things and trinkets,kay~? ^0^///

I love you guys lots!! Thank you for reading once again~

Byeeee~

<3,

Ani

P.S.I MAY change the blog music again. I dunno,I'm trying to decide whether I like it right now,for this theme or not.

EDITING!!!

2010-01-27T17:08:00.004-05:00

MY BLOG IS NOW BEING EDITED.

So if it looks really freaky for a second, now you know why,kay? (^0^)//
Bye~~,
<3

Ani

Confused.

2010-01-27T16:41:00.020-05:00

(^Sora the Explorer!!! x3 GOLD!!)

Hi faithful reaDURRS!!

NOTE:It says that this was posted on Wed. but I only started writing it on Wed. and then saved it. It was really posted today-Friday Jan. 29th at 4:41PM,kay?

How went your week?
Uoooh,my blogging friend PinkLittleApple offered give me one of her blogskins!!But I just downloaded the code and I can't figure out how to apply it to the page.So we shall have THIS theme you see now until I figure this out(or ask PLA for help.>.<)The layout is really lacy and cute!!Think sweet lolita.

Tests were okay.;;;;;;;; I feel really nervous about the spanish one!!!I REALLLLLLLY hope I passed.>.<'''''''' Math was EASY.It was everything that was on our homework and stufffss!!~~YES.

I wish I had some money so I could buy some cute clothes from yesstyle and delias and asiajam.;_____________;The recession SUCKS.

My brother came home early from school today.He got sick.My dad says it's something about his liver...0.0In the words of Bubby the Babe,"Uh ohhhhhh",only with extra baby cuteness.(*^*)

(^My baby sister:Alissa!~~)

Speaking of Bubbys:I named my Wartortle Bubby,YAY!!!>w<

All my pokemon's names end with "y".

(^My OTHER Bubby)

I can't think of anything else at the moment(BRAIN BLOCK.;;;;)So here are some random pictures of my lovers and other stuffs~~.(^0~)

(^lol the dog is like"wtf?? 0.0")

(^OMi gosh this picture made me DIE of laughter when I saw it!!Sora and a mature label!!!)

(^Axel and Riku...hee hee *drools*<33333)>

(^My Coffee Princes-and Princess!!~~)

(^Xemnas,Axel,and Roxas pissing Riku and Sora off...<333333)

(^Bwaha Fresh Prince of PERSIA!!)

My heart feels fuzzy.

Byee,

Ani

In memory of Demyx....

2010-01-23T21:16:00.015-05:00

(^Today' post is in memory of Demyx.The cutest Organization 13 member,which I unfortunately had to finish off today in KH2...;_______; I LOVE YOU DEMY!!!)

Hi everyone!!!!

So as you all know(or not),exams have been going on for me!!

I like midterm times!! This coming week,I get all the days off except for coming in a few hours on certain days to take tests.But monday is a regular day!!Dx

I was kind of annoyed though. I have a 92 average in my Health class and I was THREE points away from being exempt (sp.?)from a test.I think I got..like an 80 something on it!!!!

Speaking of Health,Monday is my last day of Health class,YES!!! I'll never have to take it again!!!!! >:3

I'm reading "Howl's Moving Castle". I was looking for the book in the library but they didn't have it!!So I'm glad that my friend let me borrow her copy!!!!>w<

One of my other friends also let me borrow one of her yaoi manga...-//////-

It's pretty hardcore,but there wasn't much a story to it.It just went straight to...you know!!<3

Not that I don't absolutely LOVE that.

I loooooove Tohoshinki/DBSK 's music!!!!!!My favorite is Nobody Knows!!! And I'm addicted to SMACK by Nakamaru from KAT-TUN.He's so freaking adorable.Plus Kelly says he looks like my little brother.I think so too!!Just not with the eyes. Plus my brother's hair is shorter and curly.

(^Nakamaru Yuichi<3)

OOOH!!!Guess what everyone?!?!!?I got past that aggravating Pirates part of KH2!!!Then I got stuck on another irritating part in Tron's world!!!!Dx

It was so random,I was in Ansem's study with Leon and Donald and Goofy and then Sora started pressing a ton of buttons like a retard and then,STITCH popped out of nowhere and they all ended up in Tron.I got past that tooo,though!!!

(^Picture of Sora in Space Paranoids/Tron's world...*drools*)

I got to fight a whole HORDE of heartless!!The music was MOVING.It was beautiful,plus I got to see Sephiroth,the dark part of Cloud's heart...so hot.(*^*)

(^Sephiroth is sooo hot.)

Guess who else was really cul??!?!!?Xeanhort,which is Xemnas!!!! He was hooooooooot.

I LOVE him.<3

We've got strawberry/orange/banana juice at my house and it is some tasty stuff,YUS.

Anyway,I'd write more but I'm DEAD tired,I wanna go to bed.(<--Last night,I had a dream spiders were attacking me.>.<

Byeee~~,

Ani

Mondaii~~!!

2010-01-11T20:55:00.007-05:00

(^Sweet lolita.It's so cute,I've promised myself I'll dress like this at least once in my lifetime.**)

Hey everyone~~!!

I told you guys I would try to update more!!So yus,I'm on now!!!>w<

Today was really fun.But I don't remember much about what happened,honestly.>.<

I really love my friends!!Everyone that is nice to me,thanks for your kindness...I felt like I needed to do that today.When I got home I got a letter from Yukiho for New Years.It made me really happy!I can't wait to see her.When I'm at my school's track field and my school's tennis court and pool,I feel really sad sometimes.It brings back floods of memories.That's why,it'd be really nice if we could go back there together again.(n_n)

Whenever I listen to the "New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh"theme song,it makes me tear up.When I got to 100 Acre wood in KH I cried too.I feel that way when I watch Little Bear too.

I wonder why that is? I can't say I miss my childhood.I guess it's that,those worlds that they create for children's stories,so pure and innocent.It'd be wonderful if real life were as clean,as sparkling(in my mind),is what I think,I guess.

And that is an excerpt from Ani's musings.And this is the first time I ever posted one of my thoughts like that here.Maybe I should put some of my theories up someday.

Anyway~,I'm done,I've still got a science lab AND~ english homework to finish...=o=

Love you guys, thank's for reading,yus? xP

<3,

Ani

Ho Yo Yo!!

2010-01-10T19:15:00.009-05:00

(^Akuroku,except realistic looking...they are so CUTE together.*^*)

Hey everyone!!~

I was looking at my blog and seeing as I have some freetime(well not REALLY,I still have review packet for S.S. and studying to do...=o=)....

I helped my parents make dinner today.Wait-I dunno where I was going with that.0.0

I messed up,so here's a picture of Xemnas at a rave:

Anyway,let's start over!!!Yesterday I was reading this manga called "Mint Na Bokura"(about a guy who transfers to his twin sister's school as a girl to try to get her to come back home) and the twin sister one day,had her hair in 2 braids,one on each side of her head and clipped up,and with bangs.*0* Ahh I can't describe it,it was just so cute!! Since my camera is fixed now(turns out,I was putting the battery in the wrong way...0_0),I can take a picture of my hair tomorrow and post it the next time write to you guys,kay~?

Now here is a picture of Mint Na Bokura,just in case we have some stalkers who'd like to check it out xP:

(There isn't much boyxboy love in this, but there IS a kiss between a guy and guy who LOOKS like a girl.I squealed!!!I really wanted THEM to be together, but the writer didn't give me the satisfaction.=3= There is also a part where it LOOKS like two girls are kissing but one is actually a guy...yeah,shoujo-ai fans if you read this,you might like the situations.:3)

I was in the middle of watching "A Goofy Movie" but then I started posting here so I guess I'll just continue it tomorrow,huh?

The blog's background is kinda annoying me so I'll probably change that now...and MAYBE the music,I dunno.

I gotta get back to AJ sometime,and tinierme and my Akuroku fanfics!!!!!@_@

Anyway,I hope you all have wonderful weeks and that if your school's tests are coming up,they aren't too much of a pain for you!!!(^0^)

Byeeee~~,

Ani~

I am a sad,strange little girl.

2010-01-09T17:10:00.011-05:00

(^Picture of my darling again.He's amazing.)

Happy New year everyone!!!!!

Oh gosh,guys I'm SO sorry. ;A;

I haven't posted in such a long time.

And it's not even like things have gotten busy,I'm just lazy,and I got addicted to tinierme.>>

I also haven't been on AJ for over a month.I hope everyone doesn't think I died.I sure do miss them all!!(!_!)I get really attached to my intarnets friends.

Not much has been going on. Midterms are coming,but I'm not very worried.

Somehow,I've always liked the feeling that midterms give you.And I like not having school on certain days of that week and taking that freaky exams bus.It makes me feel special.^3^

And last year, those days we didn't have tests,I talked with my penpals and was reading Hana Yori Dango.I was happy and it was peaceful.

Anwaay~~ I STILL am stuck in KH2 on that stupid pirates level.Everyone thinks I'm real retarded for that.But I can't help it!!!The stupid pirates just keep stealing the medallion from me and I can't ever see which one took it!!! This sucks sooo much.

Plus,I'm on day 357 in Days but I have to fight Xion and she's really annoying in this fight.Plus,SHE TURNED INTO SOME WEIRD HUGE AUTOMATON ROBOT THING!!AFTER she took off her hood and revealed that she'd turned into Sora!!!!!

I was seriously freaked out.

Ahhh but Sora was such a little cutie in the first one.Now he's all grown and his voice is all deep.It doesn't suit my Sora at all!!!!=3=

(^Sora in his super cutene- no wait that's XION as Sora...0.0)

I've gotten addicted to Pokemon you guys...>>

GOSHklnvodfnv Metapod is the most USELESS pokemon in the WORLD!!!!

Woah, that picture just gave me the jigglies...0.0

OH ho ho k,Poke-rant FIN.xP

DID YOU KNOW:Being a blogger is an ACTUAL JOB,you can get paid for?!?!!?

2 words mah friends,EASY MONEY.

That'd be so cul to have as a job on the side.Imagine:being paid to write total nonsense to you people?!?!!? TOO CUL.xD

I can't wait til the summer.It'll be really nice to be at the beach and hear the waves crashing against the shore again.The sound is so calming.

And also,I have a ton of ideas for blog decoration for the summer!! I'd be very happy to see Yukiho again. But a friend of mine told me that the exchange program isn't taking place this year.I don't really care though.The summer is long,so I'm sure we'll find a way to see each other.

I really like the internet.I don't know what I'd do without it,honestly. I have good friends but the only friend I feel like really understands is so far away. The only friends I have that understand me and have a lot of the same interests are my intarnets friends!! That's why,if you read this and you're from AJ or tinierme or,wherever I know you from,I really treasure you.

Anway~,with that being said, byee everyone.

I'll try to write again sometime during the week. Maybe you'll be lucky enough to read another angry rant about gym soon??!! xP

<3,

Ani

Christmas Break!!!!!!

2009-12-20T14:31:00.009-05:00

Hi everyone!!!

I'm SO sorry,I haven't posted for like...a month!!!0.0

Don't kill me!!! Anyone,lots has been going on!! I got out of school on Friday and went to my friend Kelly's house for 2 days,with Malaga!!And Pristine came too!! It was tons of fun!!!!

I got them to start their own games on Kingdom Hearts 1+2 and Kelly is now addicted!!!Kelly got past me in KH2,I've been stuck on the same level for almost 2 weeks!! D:

I spent pretty much all of yesterday,reading a KH fanfic and on my tinierme-I just started.I really love it!!! I've met so many other yaoi and BL fans!! <3<3~~~

More than I think I'll ever meet in real life. 0.0

The thing with yaoi is that it's changing my point of view on a few things!! >.<''''''

We made vegetable croquets with rice and we didn't use egg for mine!! Yay!! And I got to have the deli~~cious inarizushi too!!And we had an *ahem*, surprising happening while using omegle...........0.0;;;;;;

And also guys, last monday I sent Yukiho's present(finally) and she got it two days ago!!! I'm sooo happy,I feel really relieved now.

Anyway,I'll probably get back to AJ soon,but right now,I'm all over the yaoi and BL groups on tinierme!!!>w<

My tinierme looks really cute, it has long black hair in a ponytail,and it's wearing a chinese dress and black shoes with red legwarmers. I also named mine MissingAche.It sounds all dramatic ri~~~ght? But the truth is that Missing Ache is actually the name of what Roxas' keyblade turns into when you use a certain gear in 358/2 days(can't remember >.<).

SUCH a geek. :p But I'm a kyute one so oh wells. :3

I think in a way it could sort of reflect me though! MissingAche=you're missing a feeling that others have.But I wonder what it is.

I took this test too,on whether I'm a uke or seme!! I'm an innocent uke!!! >w<

(^yaoi terms<3)

I took it two times and STILL got the same thing!!!

My cousin Fortuneeee is coming soooon,I can't wait!!!!

Well,I have NO idea when I'll be back to give you guys another proper post, so I hope you all have wonderful holidays.

Ani~~

Friiiiiidaaaaay!!

2009-11-27T17:54:00.013-05:00

(^My dahhling,Roxas.)

Hi everyone!

It's Friday. But it feels a lot like a Sunday.

I feel really bothered right now.X.X I send a present to Yukiho every year for her birthday,but it's almost December and I still haven't sent it yet. I have the gift set up but I haven't addressed it yet. I feel horrible about it. I know it'll get to her,but I already miss her more than anyone so this is only making me feel worse.T.T

I haven't been on asiajam either because I feel like I have other things I need to be doing right now that I'm putting off.Sorry jammers.:( Everything is just piling up!!!!!!

I've been changing my blog theme like I change clothes lately!! It's probably because I make up my blog themes based on how I'm feeling. In September,I was feeling dreamy and I was in my own little world. So my themes had clouds and pictures with birds and skys with rainbows and I had humming urban stereo music. Now, is kind of similar to that except it's kind of different too. And my mood changes like every five seconds. So my blog does also.^^;;;

So anyway, thanksgiving was fun (enough) yesterday. I really wish Fortuuuune had come.Both of my older brother came and I was really happy because I never get to see my oldest brother,he lives in Michigan. He brought his friends and his girlfriend with him.At first I thought it was really weird to have strangers with us at thanksgiving, but they were really nice! I liked his girlfriend a lot too, but I wonder if anyone else did?>^<

I got to eat a lot and my tummy was satisfied!!

Cranberry sauce is SOOOO tasty!!!(*^*) I don't get to eat many jiggly things(like jello) because they have gelatin in them-which I cannot eat.

I feel like going to sleep for a really long time. I've had lots of dreams all week, but apparently,none of them were good enough for me to actually remember. TAT
I wanna watch Beauty and the Beast right now!!!! But I've looked all over the place and there's nowhere to watch it on the internet.>.<

I'm still stuck on the same level in 358/2 days!!T.T I'm going to keep finishing holo-missions and challenges until Roxas is REALLY strong, so that it'll be easy when I try to beat the Ruler of The Sky again!!! (^0^)

Oh!! I really wanna take a picture of me and my game^!! I saw aquaxkitty's(<---from aj forums) picture when she took a picutre of herself and the game and it was so cute,the way she took it!! Plus she's a pretty cookie!!(^0^)

And I guess that's all I can pull out of my brain right now.

Byeeeeeee,

Ani

Glue.

2009-11-20T16:55:00.020-05:00

Hi everyone!!!!!

It's been awhile since my last post!!!T.T I'm sorry guys. Lots of stuff has been going on.BUT~~~ I have been going on asiajam regularly!! And I love AJ so much!!(*^*)

Well let's see, for starters, last weekend my older brother came to visit!! It was really fun because I'm not able to hang out with him often.(^0^)And... while I was out with my mama and bebit going to pick my brother and my dad up,.....guess what my stupid little brother did? He was sitting right in front of the heater, with the laptop propped up on top of it. Apparently, he had the heater's temperature set up WAY too high and he burned himself. It hurt so much that he knocked the laptop off of the heater and it...YES you guessed it,it BROKE!!D: At first,I wasn't really upset about it at all. I just laughed it off and hung out with my brother and played KH. But then it dawned on me:since the laptop was now broken I couldn't,

1.look at all the fashion colleges I favorited

2.watch dramas

3.post on asiajam forums

4. post on my blog,to you guys

5.or read the latest chapters of 1/2 prince, this chinese manhua I started recently that I am now SERIOUSLY in love with.

I was pissed after I realized all of that.

But I was lucky: my dad offered to leave his laptop at our house at all times(he lives in the city at our old house because he works there),so now I have a computer again. And it is very fast!!! With NORTON!!!xD YAY!!!!~~~

Anyway, we're supposed to be taking the old laptop to Geek Squad soon,to see if they can fix it?? I'm kinda disappointed about the fact that we actually have to drive to best buy to see the Geek Squad peoples. I really want to see them drive up to our house in their little buggie!!! That would MAKE my day.

So yeah, I've been doing the usual, spacing out.xD I got my report card. I did well enough. Although I know I can do better in certain areas....at least I'm not failing anything!!! I don't even have any 70s!!!!!!!(^0^)

In gym, while the teacher was explaining racketball, I realized that the gym smelled like glue. I spent the rest of the time he was talking, thinking about what glue is made of. Hold on I'll look it up NOW~!!!I got: "Glue can be made from a variety of items,such as animal parts,gelatin,chemicals, & petroleum products!" EWWWWWWW!! How is it possible that some people ate this stuff when they were in Pre-K?!!?!!!

Shame on you Elmer!!!:

But my dad just said elmers is made out of milk and flour....0.0 Ohh I dunno!!!

I'm so happy!!! Thanksgiving is coming up soon!!! And Christmas!! Pretty soon, I get to eat to my heart's content!!!! I could cry tears of joy!!!!!xD The other day my dad brought chinese food but he didn't bring enough so I couldn't have seconds until I was sure my little brother wasn't eating(he was sick). I'm SUCH a glutton.^^;;

I have a wishlist for Christmas and whenever I see something that catches my eye, I write it down there!!(^0^)But,I can't post it here!! It's all too much!!>.<

Today was a halfday. I was sort of relieved, but I really wanted to go to a few classes...

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Uooh!!! GUYS~!!!In 358/2 days, I finally got past that one annoying mission in Agrabah!!!!Me being the dummy that I am, JUST discovered the "advance" button.Yay for numbnuts!!!!!!>.<''''''''' I'm now stuck on another mission. It's a boss. At first I was like"This is a piece of CAKE~~!!!!!"But of course there was a catch, there's always a catch with these bosses!!!!! T.T Anyway, after I had destroyed a part of the monster's tail it started glowing red and it charged at me!!! Then it started shooting these poison blue energy things at me!!!! And shooting coins at me!!! I also read somewhere that if you get close enough to the heartless while it's shooting the coins, you'll get munny in the game(and yes friends, that is the RIGHT way to spell it.xD) So yeah, that's a taste of the nonsense going on in my life.(or whatever I have that resembles a life...)xDDDDDD

omg, guys the clothes on asiajam this time around are so CUTE!!They always are, but this is my first time I actually had enough sense to post about them!!!

That's http://www.asiajam.com/!! Check it out if you like asian fashion,kay???

Anyway guys, my eyes are getting REALLY tired now.(=o=) Maybe I'll go to bed early today!!!!:p

Byeeeee,

Ani

EDIT: I did end up posting my wishlist afterall(well half of it anyway)!!!(^0^)

As promised.

2009-11-11T16:34:00.008-05:00

Hey everyone!!

So,I've edited the theme again!!! xD

I had a horrible day yesterday D; but luckily I have nice friends and all of the jammers are so sweet. So I'm happy, yay!! (^0^)b

I feel kind of overloaded,however.

My room looks like a tornado hit it. My closet is worse. I also have a bit of homework left and I haven't picked out my clothes or made my lunch for tomorrow. T.T I blame asiajam, for being so addicting, and I blame you guys for making me edit everything again!!! Naah.xD

Today is one of my best friend's birthdays(Bri!!). Monday was also another one of my best friend's birthdays(Crystal).And last Saturday was another one of my best friend's birthdays(Yukiho)!! And~~~ today is Tegoshi's birthday(from NEWS) as well!!!

I have to send Yukiho a present. I hope she doesn't think I've forgotten about it. >.<

Happy birthday everyone!! And of course it's MY unbirthday.x3

Right about now, I really wish I had some lemonade.Or any kind of juice to drink.;_;

(*^*)

I haven't got much else to say.0.0

I started another game on my prince of persia cd(it's for xbox)!!! I've noticed that a lot of the battles that I thought were extremely hard before, are REALLY easy now. And you can skip certain battles too!!xD One time I accidently left Farah behind though and I had to do the level over. It's impossible to progess in the game if you leave Farah somewhere and you aren't supposed to.D:

There's supposed to be a movie coming out. I REALLY hope it's good. >.<

Well, I think that's it.

Byeee,

Ani!!!

Everyoneee!!!

2009-11-09T20:49:00.003-05:00

Hi!!!!!
I'm sorry I didn't post this weekend!! (;A;)
It was very hectic!! I still haven't finished my science homework yet!! T^T
I promise that after school tomorrow I'll give you all a proper post!!! And update my blog,AND~~~ finally get back to asiajam!! I feel so bad, I've abandoned them all!!!
I don't have school on Wednesday!!!!!xD
I will tell you that I'm watching Ed,Edd and Eddy the movie now, though!!!!(^0^)
It's so funny!! The show is just so cul,the weirdest things happen and Ed is so cute!!xD
He's a "lovable oaf"!!!
And now,a picture to fill the gap!!! :

Gravy!!!!!

Byee!!!,
<3
Ani

No school~~~!!

2009-11-02T20:24:00.005-05:00

Hey guys!!

I have no school tomorrow!!!

I don't even know WHY!xD

All I know is that it's Ryo Nishikido's birthday.:)

He's from NEWS and absolutely adorable.

I'm not doing much.

I don't even know why I decided to post today and waste all of your time.

I just thought since I was changing the profile music I should post with it...?

Uohh, guys I watched 300 in social studies today!!

Of course we didn't watch certain scenes...*ahem*. lol

THIS IS SPARTA!!xD <----That cracked me up.

I still haven't played KH.Dx

Solid Armor just really pisses me off in this level. >:(

Oh,gosh I'm such a nerd. (^0^)

Well, I'll leave you all to your thoughts(whatever they are). Maybe I'll go watch Boom...?

Byeee!!,

Ani

Lazy Sundaii~~~

2009-11-01T10:29:00.014-05:00

Hi everyone!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3
I shall fill you in on the happenings of yesterday: well, even though it was raining, we went trick or treating!! We are hardcore huh??xD We got completely soaked and a lot of houses hardly gave out candy...(TT A TT) but we made it work!! I finished my Felix the Cat costume the night before, but unfortunately, I didn't take any pictures for you guys, sorry... don't kill me!!!0.0

My brother is also taking all of my hard work off of the sweater I used so that he can wear it himelf as a plain article of clothing.0.0

You know how sometimes when the owner of the house is out on halloween,they leave a basket of candy in the front?? Well last year me and my brother took advantage of that and filled our bags with fistfuls of candy... but a house we went to this year had the basket...except it was completely empty except for 3 wrappers!!!T.T
I thought it was hilarious though. I guess we were paid back for last year,it was karma. xD

At this one house, there was a black cat asleep on the porch, except we thought it was part of the decorations. When it got up and jumped from the chair, I screamed. ^^;; It arched it's back too, like it was really upset that we were there. ;A;

Oh and this one guy who gave us candy, his voice sounded like John Goodman's!! I told him so too!!! And the whole night, I was complaining about wanting to drink some juice!!! Trick or treating makes you thirsty. X.X
Afterward we went to the city and stayed at our other house for the night. So yeah we had some fun!!!(We meaning, me,my sisters, my brothers and my cuzzo Fortune!!:p)

Now,we're back upstate... and I have math homework...yuck.
I also have to clean my room. Alissa(my baby sister) completely destroyed it before we left yesterday.;A; She's a pain... but she's the cutest thing, right?:

I found this picture on deviantart last week and I wanted to show you guys:

(^It's by DaniJade)
It's the most adorable picture and it's just how I'm feeling!! xD

What else do I have to say...?
Hm, not much I guess... oh!! I'm still on the SAME level(in Agrabah) in 358/2 Days...Dx.
It's so hard!! I'm supposed to be collecting hearts but the only way to have enough hearts to at least finish the mission I have to fight a Solid Armor. I especially hate this mission because Solid Armors already have like,9 lives!!! But in this mission they have their little heartless horn friends(called Crescendos or something). They're dead annoying because all they do is heal themselves AND the Solid Armor!! So if I've almost killed it, if I move to another area, the horns will just pop out again and bring it to full life!!! >:(((

...I just wanna get back to another sunset with Axel...<3

I'm going to start reading Many Waters by Madeleine L'engle again. Yes,AGAIN. The book is so deep, and everytime I read it I find a new meaning to something or I learn more about the characters.
I've also been reading this book about these twin girls that lived in the 16 or 1700s (I think) in France, in my favorite era I believe, the Rococo Era.
I read a retelling of the Arabian Night stories 2 weeks ago. It was amazing!! (*^*) I read in like,4 hours. It was called the Storyteller's Daughter. When you first see the cover(and the amount of pages it has-around 200), if you're like me, you'll say"This doesn't look too good. Aww.T.T" You'll also complain about there being not enough pages. :p But if they have this book at your library and you enjoy stories about arabian princesses and jinns and things, you'll love this.
I wanted to read Alice in Wonderland too. I have a copy of it on my dresser but I haven't read it yet. I dunno what's wrong with me!!! :p

Well, I think that's all for now. I hope you all have wonderful weeks. :)
Byee!!,
<3
Ani

EDIT: 358/2 days is so intense. Everyone involved in the organization, they all have such sad pasts. But I feel horrible for Xion. I really need to finish my homework so I can get to playing!!!
btw, my blog song is Xion's theme, I've dedicated my blog to her for a bit!!
You know what? I read a post on this video on youtube that nearly made me cry, it was about how incomplete Xion really is.